smiLe

2007-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Quack quack!! The ducky return! This will be last post already. Hahaha. Paiseh la renmin. There are many other blogs to read mahx. Dont worry.

Ducky sad. Aint gonna blog anymore le. LOL. Yep. Shall be gone! Weeee! Oh. Like my new song? "Because of YOU". Weee weeee! Actually had 3 other songs that I was thinking of putting. But chose this afterall. Hahaha.

Actually have a lot to say. But well shall leave it to talk about when anyone meet me up. Weee! Take care everyone. Stay happy and SmiLe always!! :).

2007-07-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Quack quack. =)...

Was considering to close down my blog..... Should I?.....

I shall slowly slowly fade away...... Haha......

Shall change my blog song....

Be gone.....

2007-07-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

Take a close look at that. Nono. Closer. Closer. A bit more closer. What do you see? Its Claypot chicken rice!!! Hahahaha. Ate that after my badminton training on Saturday at Century Square. It was quite nice lahx. LOL. Then as usual will be talking crap especially the girl's captain was there. Always will keep talking about BGR. Hahaha. Interesting topic though. Haha.

And today went school to do project. Omg. Sunday and I'm in school?! Hahha. I'm simply hardworkin lahx. No comment right? Hehehe.

Above picture is damn artistic right? Hahaha. Took it when I was doing the project. Its coke and sprite! Oh well. Just black and white. LOL.

Oh ya. And I signed up for October Orientation department in charge. OMG!! I'm just making myself busy. I hope it wont clash with my badminton competiton which I think it will also happen around that date. OMG. Hahaha. I think being the department IC would be damn fun lah. Weeee!

Sleeping soon. More updates later. Hahaha. Till then. SmiLe!! :).

2007-07-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my home!! Weee!! Cough Cough... After a long night there all my fan nao is gone... Im a man!! Wahahaha!!

Emo emo emo man. No more emo man. Ahhhh. I must face the world!! Tomorrow training 8am! Wth! Mati lahx. Sure over sleep then get scolding again. RAA!!

Off le. Be back tomorrow for more updates! SmiLe!! :).

2007-07-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

People say you will be treated like how you treat people.

People say good people will eventually get their good returns and bad people will eventually get their "bao yin".

People say friends last forever but love ones might not.

Do you believe in all the sayings? I always have doubts in it.

Like on the previous post, yes. I don't stress on things. I stress on people. I don't get sad over things. I get sad over people. I don't get angry over things. I get angry over people. Why are the people so hard to understand. And why do people refuse to understand. Or is it that all people are just self-centered after all? Or is it just because of myself. I always thought I'm a simple person. But I think many people feels I'm complicated. I always want a simple life. But why do I make my life so difficult. I always want to let myself off totally. But why do I tie myself so tightly with responsibilities.

Booom Booom Booom! I guess I'll have all the answers after my hot bath tonight bahx. Hopefully. RAAA! LOL. Weeee!

I'll just be myself! Taste the power of my FART!! PoOtx...... SmiLe! :).

2007-07-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. I'm back to blog again. Just had my public speaking special occasion presentation which I finished it 1min before the start of the presentation. Ahhhh. It was quite okie. LOL. Checked my result for the impromtu speech that I did 3weeks ago. I got a "C". Nooo!!! I don't want any more Cs!! Ahhh! All my subjects grade are dropping so fast. Omg. I really must do something about my studies. Roar!!

Past days I have been thinking and thinking. Wondering and wondering about many many things. Feeling damn bad when so many things trapped inside me. Ahh! Then all my work piled up so fast and I think I lost track of them.

The badminton team is starting to get bonded now. I finally able to get along with each and every single people in the team and I think the team is coming together. Yesh! This is what I wanted to see all along. I really hope I could further gel them up together and bring a CHAMPION trophy back to Temasek Poly!!

Bizen. The diploma club. I think I'm having quite a lot of stress from there. But most of them I made it up for myself. LOL. Who ask me to have high expectations. I'm still learning. Learning how to do things best. And make sure everything goes well.

But one thing I felt very sad about. Yes. Thats the thing. Oh well. Maybe I'm just not strong enough. Ahhh.

My life my life. I think I cannot slack anymore. Its time to get everything goes on track. Especially my studies. I GOAL in TP is to graduate with something that my dad is going to be proud of. I want to graduate and allow myself to enter university. And for my future family! LOL! A bit funny but I really thought about it. I want to earn enough money!! I want to enjoy luxury! Seriouly I really envy those rich people. They have no worries for their future!! But for me, I needa earn $ to support my dad in future.

Oh well, I'm glad with myself now though. I learned a lot a lot a lot from how I was brought up. Maybe because I didn't have that kind of love from my parents since very young, thats why I am always striving hard so that I could provide my kids with what I didnt get. LOL.

HAHAHA. Haiya. Guess I'm over matured. Always think so much about all the future stuff and miss out the fun now. Another side of me are trying to put all the responsibilities away so that I can have the fullest fun, not like now. =(. I'm putting those responsibilities ahead of my true self. Ahhh. I hope all my doing will be worth it.

5pm already. I should get going with my stuff. Take care everyone. Jiayou jiayou!! SmiLe! :).

2007-07-03T19:58:00.000+08:00

A great view from 8th floor of engineering block. This is the school I'm going to spend my 3 years in. Well, about 1 3/4 years left. I've grew a lot since the first day. I'm glad with all the changes. I think I'm starting to realise what I really want. What is really right. And I didnt know that I have to do the last thing I wanna do. Oh yes. Its just the beginning of my life. And this chapter of my life, I'm gonna make it the most exciting one. The most fun one. And the happiest one.

I'm gonna rock the world !!

And I never forget to.... SmiLe! :)...

2007-06-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

STUNNED..... For a second I really stunned. My ex girlfriend. She's attached. Don't know since when though. Just saw a picture of her and the guy. The feeling in me is weird. Its very weird. Maybe its because I've spent like 2.5years with her b4. Tsktsktsk. Think I do feel a bit sad in a way. But well, hope that the guy will be nice to her anyway. I've got to move on! =).....

Looking ahead....

Shall update about my diploma club (Bizen) Annua General Meeting day photos later... :)...

2007-06-27T04:30:00.000+08:00

Oops. I was in damn damn damn bad mood. Started all out with some personal problem. A problem that got to do only with me I think( but perhaps not ). I'm so weak in the inside. It totally bounces against the outside of me. I think thats why I'm real real sad, real real angry, real real piss, real real moodless and ya. RAA!

Then had a very sarcastic sms from my club adviser( well after that I found out he don't mean what he typed ).

Then I had my badminton meeting with teacher in charge. I had a very big problem getting the team together. With all the individuals always have their own things to do. How?!

Then when I got home about 11am plus, I found out that the file of project pmi I spent 4hrs in school rushing was corrupted! I could not open it! I have to redo the whole thing.

Finally after another 4hrs, I left with last part of the project to be done out of 6 parts. And I still have a few things to be done other than this project. I bet I don't have the time to finish all the things in my to-do-list. So forget about sleeping. Damn.

Haiyo. Don't blame me. I lost control of myself. Ain't easy. AHHH! Oh well. Forgive me man. Cause for the next few days to weeks, I might remain like that. Hahaha.

Oh yes, happie bdae to shihui !! Sorry about yesterday also. Hahaha. Pulled a long long face just before your bdae. Have fun and stay happy k!

I shall get back to do my stuff. Till then, ciaox......

2007-06-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

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RAAAA! I AM IN A BAD BAD BAD BAD MOOD. NO MORE MR NICE GUY!! NICE GUY NEVER GET TREATED BACK NICE. SO WHY BE NICE?!??! AHHH!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

HATES REALITY!! RUNNING AWAY FROM REALITY!!! REALITY IS NEVER FAIR!!!

2007-06-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

Blogging time..
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Few days ago... Wednesday... Bizen AGM runthrough. Overnight in school for Thursday's Bizen Sub Committee camp. Hahaa. Slept at 12.30am and woke up at 2am. Couldnt sleep any further. It was so hot in the tutorial room. The way I go to concourse level with my laptop to find some games which I will play with the sub comms and did a power point for briefing later on.

Ring ring ring. Its time to wake. 7am Thursday morning. Hhahaha. I played "chicken dance" song so loudly and woke everyone up. =x. Hehe. Then other main committee one by one came and we had a short meeting before we get going to welcome our sub committee!
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The 1-day camp begins! So many new faces. All in the LT waiting for our instructions!

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Mass Ice Breaking game starts!

There we go... Went into smaller groups and this was my group! THE FROSTBITEX!!

After the small groups game. Had our Nasi Lemak lunch. Then we came back to LT for brain stimulation games! Hahaha. I'm sitting there not to help out my group. I was disturbing them. LOL.

Then we came out for our telematches!! Hahaha. It was quite hard to control them. My voice nearly went out.

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This seem to be fun huh? But the setting up of this game took more than 30mins! Omg. Then poor me got to make a fool of myself, trying hard to entertain all of them. LOL. It was a great achievement too! HAhaha. Cause I think I seldom do the entertainer role for so many new faces. I was happy! :).

After the telematch, the water game begins. I went to LT to upload some photos and making power point slides for the debrief later on. I went back to find them and they were all wet. LOL. And poor and got dragged by a few people and there I am, right in the middle surrounded by WET people. Hahhaha. And I guess you will know what happened next. LoooL. 3 piles of water flew its way onto me! Bingo! I'm wet too. Hahaha.

I compiled the above photo and suppose to be included in the debrief power point. But debrief was done at the water games there as its getting late and we want to go back asap already. Weee!

The camp finally ended. I was all exhausted. Had a quick debrief among the main committee and went bedok to have our dinner. Weee. Want to see some photos of what I ate? Nah. You have no choice but to see. LOL.

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Pork meesua! Hahaha. Damn nice can? LOL!! Yummy Yummy!
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Wooooohh! Then I got drove back home. Weee. Hahaha. And I almost became dead cause of a mental unstable person beside me. LOL!! Woooh.
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The next day arrive so fast. Went to school 9am for Leadership day organized by ESC. It was quite boring and finally ended at about 6pm. Hehehe. Then went ChompChomp to eat!! Weee! More food photos! LOL!!
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Sorry ar. Ate finished already then take the photos. LOL! But at least you can see the finished photo. HaHAHAhaha.

3 BIG suger cane juice! Weee! And they know me well, gave me 2 straws! After eating home sweet home.

Saturday morning. Went to school and suppose to do project. Watched movie till 2pm and slept will 4pm. Guess what? Then I got locked outside the club room! Wth! Got to find the security guard and unlock it. So embrassing. The security guard shooed us home. Roar! Went sim lim square bought some stuff and went home. OMG. Project! Haven touch!
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Oh yes. This is joke of the day. "ACCESS DENIED. INVALID TIME ZONE".

Hahaha. Oh well. Shall stop here. Projects projects! Someone save me!

Take Care all man. Hahaha. SmiLe! :).

2007-06-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! Weeee! Finally I give myself sometime to blog. I've just change my blog song. Greenday - Time of your life. Woooh! Nice song it is!

Weeee! Went to Malaysia from Saturday to Sunday. Finally met up my twin brother and sister. Its been so long since I've met them. So happy! Took a lot photos with them. Omg. So so happy. Here are some of the photos!!

Omg. Aren't they cute ?! They're just 5 years old !!

Brotherhood !! Hahaha.

RAAAA !! See ? I thought my brother ! WEeeee !

Hahaha. They learn fast. Aren't we cool man !

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SmiLe.... :).
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Sweeet! HAha.

Oh man. They went back to yishun home already. When they're around, its never lonely man! Fun fun fun! Hahaha. Weeee! Dont't know when will I be able to see them again. RAAAA!!

Monday its going to be over soon. Just spent like 2hrs to pack my stuff and plan for my following 7days. Finally after a week holiday, I am ready to start doing my projects. But I've got so much other things to be done too! Multi task!!

Wednesday Agm runthrough 12pm-5pm. Sub-comm work shop from 5pm-overnight!

Thurdays sub-comm work shop whole day! Weee! Can't wait for that day. I'm going to have fun when new sub-comm!! Weeee!

Friday have ESC day. Its like 9am-5pm. Omg. I wonder are we going to stay in the lecture hall whole day? Help! But I think its a great day where all engineering clubs main committee gather together and get along together! Weeee! I must be more sociable!

First week of school after term break..... Monday badminton training resumes. 6pm-9pm. Then got to meet up teacher in charge to discuss about badminton camps and stuff.

Wednesday Pmi project submission, public speaking presentation and Bizen AGM!! Omg. What a day.

Jiayou jiayou. All the Bizen Main Committee. Jiayou jiayou too. Hehehee. Shall update more pictures after the upcoming event. Yeah! SmiLe all! :).

2007-06-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hey my friends out there. Been very busy with projects and club stuff. I guess I'll only blog once in awhile from now. Boooo!

Tomorrow club meeting. Weee! Can't wait for AGM and sub-comm workshop.

Someone from LOCKK is missing! LOL! Genting. Omg. I want to go too! Jealousy. Better bring back some nice stuff!

This Sat suppose to have Anderson Badinton Outing at Sentosa! Omg. But I got to go in malaysia Sat-Sun. Omg. I want to go for the outing!

FATFATFAT! My tummy is growing fast! Omg. Its like car tire now! Omg. Badminton training resuming after term break. Miss playing so much. I needa exercise. Seriously!

I think I have some problems with my tummy now. Been going toilet for past 2 hrs. Omg.

Hahaha. So late now. Just finished my Club AGM powerpoint slides. Turning in soon.

SmiLe! :).

2007-06-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

WEEEEE! WORK HARD WORK HARD! JIAYOU FOR PROJECTS! STUDY WELL THIS ACADEMIC YEAR!! GOGO EVERYONE! JIAYOU!!

SMILE!! :).

2007-06-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

Finally got home already. Its like 2.23am now. Went to tp badminton senior's bbq. Miss Sarah organised it as a farewell to her going over to Australia for a 3.5 years study in University there. Hahaha. My 3 people from my batch went. There were like so many of her past badminton friends there. Most of them from TKGS and VJC. Played some games and ate and ate.

Then when I was about to go home. I was walking with like 5 girls up to Sarah's condo apartment to take their bags when they were having girls talk. OMG. LOL. They were like talking about bra sizes and comparing. And especially when we were in the small lift. Diaox. Hahaha. How come girls like more open than me man. LOL. So cabbed home with 2 seniors. $23. Booomb! Expensive!

Later going to meet up LOCKK to watch movie and have fun! Weeee! Away the work and away the projects. I'm going to enjoy myself all out! Its always good to be serious when doing work and when its time to play, go all out. Hahaha. I've always falied to do that as I'm always worrying about work that are undone. Raaaaa! Nonononono! I must enjoy myself when its time to enjoy! Weeee!

Some photos below!!

Drawn by me!

The Bizen Main Committee! Actually I drew all. But many were modified by people.

Like this. Thats me! Don't know who drew that. Hahaha.

Oh well. 2.45am already. I should go sleep now. Have to wake like 8am later. Ahhh. Good Night everyone! Love you all! LOL!! SmiLe! :).

2007-06-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I was a boy.......

Today I'm a man......

And tomorrow, I'll be a hero......

Finally term test is over. Weeee! I think I am going to feel regret again. For all 3 test papers, I studied last minute. And I know I'm not going to do well. I've got to face it. Beginning of this new academic year, many new challenges arises. The lazy old me got to wake up. I really got to wake up. There is a battle right ahead of me. I have to stand strong. No matter what comes in my way, I must face it without fear. "Great victory comes with great sacrifices". Uncountable of things just got to take it myself. And yes, they're unavoidable.

Sometimes I wonder, is it all worth it. Is all my efforts and sacrifices all worth it. Sometime I ponder. Ponder about what have I done not good enough. Sometimes I wonder if I should stand my ground. I know what I'm doing is not for myself. I only do for the benefits of others. But when they don't understand and voice out loud, should I still stand my ground? I think I did. Sometimes all it matters is to understand. To understand one's need. To understand one's perspective. To understand one's feeling. Yes. I think I should. I should take a step back and understand. I'm learning as always. So much things for me to learn. Brave the storm ahead of me. Go on. Believe in myself. With all might. I will achieve. I will.

The fire continues to burn in my. The hunger for success. Where is it? It is within my hand. I shall create it. For the people. For myself. And for you.

Oh well. Don't know why suddenly feel like expressing somethings out. I think everything is keeping in myself till I feel so stress up. Especially when catalyst speed my heart beat up. I think I'll go crazy. Hahaha. Whenever I get stress up, I will turn emotional. LOL. I will start to imagine stressless moments. Where there is someone who I can talk to. The someone who listens. Who stretch out the hand. Hahaha. I'm like desperate. But what to do man. I have to sacrifice the whoever one for what I want to do now. zZZzZz. Sometime I think I'm just dumb dumb. You know what is dumb dumb? LOL. Yeah dumb dumb. Dumb dumb me. Yeah yeah yeah. Dumb dumb.

2 weeks of holidays ahead. But I don't see any time when I can totally relax myself. Oh well. Lets go all the way! Got to get use to what I'm under now. I CAN DO IT!!!

I typed out the numbers. Just a button away. Yet, something stopped me. I am always thinking about future. But just this history I can't erase. Whats ahead of me is even more challenging than the memories. Oh well. As I said. Shall I, brave the storm ahead!

Till then. SmiLe! :).

2007-06-05T00:16:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. A photo before I turn in.

Bizen! Fierce bizen. Weee. Goodluck to everyone taking test.

Goodnight. SmiLe! :).

2007-06-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hey hey. Omg I think my lappy have some problem viewing peoples' tagboard. I think I need to change new ISP ( Internet Service Provider ) setting. Maybe I'll just bring my lap down to school tomorrow and let he cyber centre people do it for me. Hahaha.

Guess recently I damn Emo. LooooL. One thing cause I recently been thinking about my past again. Who ask I move to sengkang where all the memories are. -___-". Just got the photos of my poly classmate, Qiudan's bdae photos at pasir ris park bbq. Think of it I was so damn crazy that day. Did I over do it? LOL. I think maybe a bit. Hahaha.

Emo emo. I'm very vulnerable to any emotional stuff. LOL. Biggest weakest is rejection. Was from a personality test I did quite awhile ago. Oh yeah. I fear losing friends. So I get easily affected by every little things people do around me. I think I should reflect on it. Sorry to people around me especially LOCKK if I become weird sometimes. Hahaha. I think sometimes I just want to go extra miles to know you guys better and have fun together, but did it in a wrong way =x. Hahaha. Afterall, I still do cherish everyone around me! So feel free to tell me if I do any wrong kae? :).

A simple LOCKK picture I made. Hehehe.

Another one. I think this is much nicer. Hehehe! Weeee! I simply love this. May LOCKK be forever!

OMG. My term test is like in a day. And I'm still slacking around. Hahaha. Shall go read my text book already. I'm an EMO kid. Weee! LOL!! SmiLe! :).

2007-06-02T10:55:00.000+08:00

Whats up everyone. Been a few days since I blog. Finally quizzes are over. But term test is just next week! Totally no mood to study at home. Hahaha. Slept at 4am woke up 10am. Made fried ham with bread, hard boil egg(suppose to be half boil one) and milo for breakfast. Weee!

See this? I made this about a week ago. Cool right? Recently I made a logo of BZE(my course short form) too. Its damn cool lor. But the picture is not with me. Shall update as soon as I get the picture. Weee. Time time time. I want to spend time with all my friends. But seems like all my time is being occupied by badminton, club and sch work. Ohhh wo de tian ahh....

Bizen AGM its going to be a GREAT GREAT one. I'm sure we're going to shock everyone who attend our AGM. Weee. But got a big problem. Hahaha. Fund fund fund! Need more fund! All the main committee have put in so much effort and I'm sure its going to be cool! Wee.

Omg omg. Need a loo. Update more next time. Gone! But wait... smiLe! :).

2007-05-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone. A joke for you to read today!

A bribe for your professor

A professor was giving a big test one day to his students. He handed out all of the tests and went back to his desk to wait. Once the test was over, the students all handed the tests back in. The professor noticed that one of the students had attached a $100 bill to his test with a note saying "A dollar per point." The next class the professor handed the tests back out. This student got back his test and $56 change.

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The two black eyes

A man walked into work on Monday with two black eyes. His boss asked what happened.

The man said, "I was sitting behind a big woman at church. When we stood up to sing hymns, I noticed that her dress was caught in her crack, so I pulled it out. She turned around and punched me square in the eye."

"Where did you get the other shiner?" the boss asked.

"Well," the man said, "I figured she didn't want it out, so I pushed it back in."

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Hehehe. SmiLe! :).

2007-05-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm back home. Today shall do a quick update.

But first, see that? More signatures on it! Weeee!

I'm 19-year-old plus plus already. And I guess I'm still searching for my right way of life. I'm facing much obstacles now as I'm pushing myself hard not only in school, but also at home to make sure things are going in right direction. But it all ain't as easy as you think.

My badminton in TP. Now and then there will be email from the office asking us to do this and that. Hahaha. Bizen club. Didn't know so fast I'm facing some obstacles already. My life in TP have been so happening. Hahaha. All sorts of obstacles and challenges I've faced and facing, are all a stepping stone for me to get to a greater heights. I'm still moving on. I do fall, I rest for awhile and I pick myself up and continue moving on. Oh yeah.

But..... Sometimes I really need some motivations. Hahaha. My self-motivation always has a limit to where it can push me to complete what I want to complete.

Recently my weakest weakness came back again. I can say it is always the cause of my mood. Hahaha. False hope. Sometimes I still take false hope as a chance. I know its hopeless but I still think there might be someway to it. Hahaha. What a weird character I have.

Shall update more. Calling for 5/1 peeps! Someone free for dinner? Hahaha. Stress in poly then dont know who to talk to. Maybe secondary classmate can meet me up and have a good chat =).

SmiLe people! What ever obstacles you're facing now, what ever challenges you fighting hard now, persevere! You can do it! :).

2007-05-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

Wow! Didn't realise I've not to update for 5days already. Time pass so fast. Been busy for the pass days. Many many things going on and happened. Wooooh. Let me recall a little. But I'll entertain you guys with some pictures before I start my long talk on Wed-Today. Shall update in detail cause it was quite interesting few days especially Friday and Saturday.

See this? I bought this book for my updates of BIZEN stuff. The book cover was very ugly so I made a cover page! Thats the back of it. I intend to let all main committees to write then names on it. Weee! Cooool right?.

I'm ready to move at 100miles/hr. Bring it on! Let me tell you. I'm Ler Jun Ting! And I will blast you off the sky!!! Hahaha. Sounds like pokemon, "team rocket blasting off again........". Oh well. I shall update my dailies already!

Wednesday..... Oh ya. Lesson lesson lesson from 9am-4pm. Met up Alvina, Bizen club president to plan for Bizen stuff from 1pm-2pm. Took the whole hour! Then Public Speaking from 2pm-4pm was impromptu speech presentation. I got the topic "Kids are going easy in these days". The topic goes something like that. Hahaha. I guess I did it quite fine. We were given 3mins to plan for the 2mins speech. I had few problems. I didn't planned my time and my content well. My speech goes quite well but when I was half way through, it was 2mins already. And every 10secs from 2mins 10secs onwards, it will deduct 1mark away from the time-mark. Omg! I quickly round up my speech and ended at 2mins 20secs. Got 4/5marks for the time. But I think I did quite not bad in building rapport with audience! Wooh!

4pm and public speaking tutorial ended. I was asked to go straight down to Century Square to get QiuDan's birthday present. Omg. LOL. But then plan changed. Went to Raffles City by Mr SzeJun's Van. Bought a Crumpler bag for her. Hahaha. And saw the Donut shop was like having a long long queue. Somehow got back to school and managed to get Mr Damien, my badminton quarter master to help me mark attendance for my public speaking lecture which ends at 7pm =x. Went over to the badminton girls training to look for my coach to settle something before I head back home. Weeee!

Thursday..... Lessons were like from 10am all the way to 4pm. Went to meet Bizen club president Alvina again to plan for the meeting on the next day. Then things after that I forgotten totally. Hahaha.

Friday.... 2hours lesson and BIZEN meeting. First ever meeting held after the new committees took over. Woooooh. As me and Alvina have planned it before hand, we were able to get the meeting going. But well, there are so many things that I need to improve on. Our ex-Vice-President Renmin and Secretary Winna were there to help us out. They guided us along and we really did learn a lot from them. THANKS MAN! There was a last minute changes cause our adviser Mr Yeo wasn't able to make it on the date we have set for our AGM(Annual General Meeting). So we decided to change to 27th June, the first week for school after 2weeks of term break. We also decided to run the new sub-comm recruitment at the same time. Cooool. We are going to have a workshop a.k.a 1-day camp for them too. Weeeee. Bizen main comm rawkx!

After the meeting I slacked like few hours in the club room. Hehehe. Slept on the "tilam" for quite awhile until SME AGM start. Went to observe their way of running the event and really learn a lot out of it. Coming week there are like few more AGMs from other clubs to attend to.

Here we go to the pasir ris beach for Week0 Camp Logistic outing CUM Miss QiuDan birthday celebration!!! Wahahah!! Was so high that day and I initiate so many "sabo-ing". LOL!! First made her drink dark soy sauce + fruit punch which she thought was root beer. Soon after was water bombs then there came the add on ingredient flour. Hahaha. And I don't know for what reason I was carried and got thrown into the sea. LOL. I'm not the birthday GIRL! Haha. And I went straight up and pulled almost everyone into the sea! Wahahah! We someone settled for awhile and bored me did something bad again. Hehehe. I took the left over dark soy sauce ran straight to the beach when GuangHui, ShiHui and Sean were walking back up. Booooomb! There goes them. Totally black! Hahhah! Weeeee! Wash wash and more washing after that. I was spilled with it too. Everyone washed yup and we settled to eat cakes. Hmmmm. I guess I really can't stand boredom. ^^. I took the cream out of my cake and walk walk walk, slowly walk behind QiuDan and went BISH!! Woooohoooo! Immediately the CREAM HEAD girl came chase after everyone. And everyone there went cake throwing. Wahehehe! More washing after that. Haha. Then I turn the radio SzeJun brought to YES933 and dedicated to the birthday girl. But.... But... Stupid radio station didn't read it out! I want to burn their building! Roar! Haiyo haiyo. Haha. SzeJun drove us all back home very soon. That was about 2am went I got home, bathed and zZzZZzz.

Saturday....... Went to school and helped out Publicity of Bizen club to make their invitation card. I was late and Miss ShiHui was complaining and complaining. LOL. Munsan came for like 10mins and went off soon after eating beehoon. Wth. Hahaha. Justin came down very late. Started to paste pictures onto the birthday card we gave QiuDan. But so went to level 1 to avoid the birthday girl, QiuDan which was making her way down to meet us. Within 2hours plus plus, the BIG BIG BIG birthday card was ready! It was very nice! I think I sweat so much when I was making it. It was so damn hot down there. Omg. Munsan came to help later on while Justin and ShiHui was making their publicity stuff. Planned to surprise her and we did it! Hahaha. Sang birthday song when she saw the card which was placed at the ATM which is the exit of school there. Omg. Hahaha. SURPRISE! Weeeee. Went to Vivo City by taxi. I took with Justin while the 3 girls took another taxi. LOL. They boarded the taxi like 15mins before us and we got there first. $10.70 for our fare and $15+ for theirs. Hahaha. The taxi driver cheated their money. The driver gave them egg tarts to eat too. Omg. LoooooL. Went to look for Joanne and then to Hog's Breath Cafe to have our dinner. And I wonder is it my birthday or QiuDan's. Why was I the one got "disiao-ed" the most? Hahha. Just because I drank an alcohol drink. My face turned RED HOT but I ain't drunk man. Hahaha. Happy times with LOCKK. Way to go! Taxi-ed home after that. Another wonderful day! Weeee!

And I spent whole day today at home sleeping and planning and calling. All about BIZEN and TP BADMINTON stuff. Hahaha. And omg. Later I'm having PMI quiz and I have not study. I'm dead meat. Shall wake up 5am later to study. Hahaha. More updates of pictures later. Omg. I took like 1hr and 26mins to update this man! LOL. From 10.41pm to 12.07pm now. Shall go and sleep soon. Take Care everyone. Rawkx on! SmiLe! :).

Wait wait. Tell you guys something. I saw this article on Chinese newspaper yesterday. A middle aged man went online to surf PORN. Then guess what? The video porn he was watching, the actress was his WIFE. Omg. Hahaha. I think he got crazy after he notice it. LOL! Thats really damn what man.

Oh well. That was my joke of the day. Hahaha. Sleeeep..... SmiLe! :).

2007-05-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

oooooo man. Another few tiring days have passed. Monday. Terrible. LOL. Got to school like 8am and lecture started at 9am-11am. Then somehow 7hrs of break wasted and 6pm badminton training started. Oh man. Drills, matches and more matches. Then physical training. That really burn my fats man. Kfc-ed with teammates and then guess where I went later? I went to move more stuff from my yiochukang house again. Got home like almost 1am. It was a damn damn damn tiring day.

Tuesday. Had Marketing Intelligent quiz. Was okie I thought. Hopefully it'll be all fine. Hehehe. Bizen meeting with the senior vice president. We finally took over the club. Many many things to learn on the way. I new challenge added into my life for year 2 in Temasek Poly. Woooh.

Here comes the damn irritating part. Once again I've got to sleep in the same room with my brother. And with the responsibility of all housework lie in me and my brother's hand. Omg. Disaster. Remember he used to off my alarm when it ring and I was late for school for so many many times. I scolded him over and over again but he just dont give a damn about it. I wanted to take a knife and stab him man! LOL! =x. Then you guess what man. He damn "buay zhi dong" on doing house work. Almost all housework is done by me lorr. Tidy house, wash plates, wash clothes, hang clothes, sweep floor, mop floor and buy house hold stuff. Omg. Wth. I really "buay ta han" on him. And he can be like coming home everyday play playstation and complaining he damn busy. WTH. I really boil like mad. I dont think anyone can understand how I feel lorr. ROAR!

I'm not a very free person lorr. I spend average of 10hrs in school everyday and I have so many things on hand everytime. Home is the best place I could rest. But for my case now, I think coming is will only make me angry. Seeing all the stupid acts and reasons my brother can give to avoid helping out. ARGH!

Well well. Enough of all those. LOL. Blog is always the place for me to vent my anger. Hahaha. So many events coming up. Tests and presentations too. Oh oh oh oh Mr Ler Jun Ting. Come on jiayou man. Haha. Oh well. I should get going to do my stuff already.

PERSEVERANCE !!

Jiayou to everyone else also. And to Miss Kua and Miss Koh, better stop working man! Hahaha. Must listen to laoda ma. Everything I say and I do mean good de lorr. Off to do stuff already. See you guys. Take Care all. SmiLe! :).

2007-05-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hi! I've been updating very regularly recently. Woooh!

See that? I just took like an hour to fix up that double decker bed then tidy up 10 stacks of books and those junks which left by the owner. Hahah. I think total up my dad drove from old hse to new hse about 7times with his lorry to carry everything over. Sucks man. Tired.

Oh see this picture? I never upload this for nothing. Today a monk was invited by my dad over to the rented house. He look somewhat like the man in the picture. May be a bit darker. Well, I am person who don't really belief all these stuff though I'm a Buddhist. You guess what he did? He smoke my whole house with charcoal + some powder thingy. Then he walked around blowing this BIG coral which made a very loud horn sound. In another hand, he shook this bell while holding onto another 3 joss sticks which made the whole house into visibility 0. -.-". He said the house its good to be bless. Oh well.

Poor me got no bed to sleep on tonight. Got to sleep on sofa! And actually I wasn't able to come online till this wed. Hahaha. I'm connected to other people's network. A network named Rebacca. =x. Omg. I think I'm very lag behind on my school work. Help man. From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to start doing consistent work already. Oh man oh man. There is still badminton training tomorrow 6pm-9pm. My butt is still aching from yesterday's training. Help me!

Well well well. I think I should be going off already. Slept at 7am this morning and woke at 11am. LooooL. Watched Naruto. Sweeeet. Oh yeah. I'm off already. Till next time. SmiLe! :).

2007-05-18T19:41:00.001+08:00

Hey yo! Hi everyone! Mr Ler Jun Ting is back blogging. Kaboom! 4th week of school is ending in 2days. Time really flies. Remember I was so busy with badminton stuff for the first 3 weeks, fell ill for one whole week and today is Friday of the 4th week already. Went to help out a club (SME) for an event which usher those graduating students from various secondary schools. Helped out from like 2.30pm-6pm. Dead bored la. LoooL.

Woke up like 4am++ today and was doing my Organization Behavior homework. Woooh!

And had that cornflakes for my breakfast. Milo + Cornflakes. Weeeee!

Recently it was so happening in school. LOCKK was as usual crapping around with those scandals and stupid acts. Hahaha. My life in poly would be black & white without those people. Wooh!

I'ma almost fully independent man already. If I am able to support financially, I'll announce myself as an independent man! Hahaha. Now I'm in a house with 3 mens under one roof. Ahhh. After whole day in school for lessons and some other stuff, I still need to wash my clothes, do housework, make my own meal if theres time and make sure the house is in a good shape. Omg. I'm a superman! LOL!!

I need to slow down a bit. My pace of my life have been going so fast. I want to slow down and enjoy some quiet and peaceful time. Maybe I'm just someone who keep looking forward to excel another day everyday. LooooL. Someone please ask me out walk walk n beach! Hahaha. I missed the nature earth. Its been so looooooong since I had someone who able to chat with me on the nice windy beach. Wooooh. I really need more time. Booooo!

Guess what? I've got badminton training tomorrow 8am in school! 8am! Its 8am! Pengx. Hahaha. I'm still busy with moving house. Roar. I always get so shag after moving stuff from current house to the rented house my dad rented. Those damn heavy stuff. Roar!

Oh ya. I had my BIZEN club interview yesterday at 6pm. Hahaha. Renmin, Winna and our new teacher-in-charge Mr Yeo were there. Omg. They ask all the questions so chim. Hahaa. Scary. Woooh. LOCKK rawkx. BIZEN rawkx. BADMINTON rawkx. And most importantly, I rawkx most!!!

Hehehe. Ima not "zi lian" kae! Just showing my phone. Hahaha. Its naked. But cool isnt it? My old old old old phone. Woooh! Im going to update a new blog song. Hehe. Want to change my blog skin but dont have time to make one. Sad sad. Haha. I love my hp!

Well k la. I need to go off pack my stuff to move over to another house already. Ahh. Someone help me out please. Hahaha. Well k, I shall update more soon. Take care everyone. SmiLe! :).

2007-05-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee!! LooooL. I just came back home awhile ago. Went to SSDC to sign up for basic theory test just now. And guess what? I saw Fiona Xie. LooooL. She's hot. Hahaha. Oh well.

Finally I'm almost totally recover already. Stupid flu virus been passing around. Wooooh. Been really tired over moving house. Spending like hours everyday packing things and moving it. Its so so tiring.

Hehehehe..

Omg! Hahaha. I'm a sweeeet guy aint I? LOL!! I went to look into some of those folders of the backgrounds I made. All so emo one. Haha. And I went through the things I've made. Woooh. I'm good with my hands man. LOL. I damn "bu yao lian".

Had my public speaking inpromptu speech at library lvl 3 podium today. Haha. Great experience. Was damn fun man. Many quizzes and projects are coming up. Omg. Heeeeelp!

And please! Stop calling me "gu niang" okie! I'm a man! I'm a gentleman! Hahaha. I do accomplish many things I want to do okie! Which "gu niang" wouldnt be able to do okie! LOL. Omg. Wooooh. I simply rawkx la.

I miss all my secondary school friends! I want to have more fun with me poly friends! I want to get bondings with my badminton guys. Hahah. I simply love all my friends! Woooh! You know why? Cause I rawkx again! Cheers! Hahaha. Enough for today. More updates soon. SmiLe! :),

2007-05-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I think I found some solution to the current problem for blogger user. Please follow the steps below....

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* For IE 7.0 & below:
Tools -> Internet Options
Click on "Connections" page tab
Click on "LAN Settings" button (if you are using Broadband)
Check "Use a proxy server for your LAN ..." checkbox
Click on "Advanced" button
Under HTTP type, input "proxy.singnet.com.sg" for proxy address and "8080" for port
Click on "OK" button 3 times to confirm changes
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* For FF 2.0::
Tools -> Options
Click on "Advanced" tab
Click on "Network" page tab
>From the "Connection" frame, click on "Settings" button Select "Manual proxy configuration" option
Under HTTP proxy, input "proxy.singnet.com.sg" and "8080" for port
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Hope that helps. Cheers! :).

2007-05-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

Finally I am able to post. Thanks for everyone's concern about my last post. A family is still a family after all. They're still the closest to me. Manage to talk nicely to my dad and we're fine now. Cheers! :).

I need 48hours a day!! I want to set up a combine blog for all CCAs in TP! I also want to set up a blog specially for TP badminton! Omg. I want to do so many things. Hahaha. I need more time!

Thinking so much about CCAs. I think I forgotten about my studies. HAHA. Actually I won't neglect my studies for sure. Studies is still the priority! Thats why I'm awake now. Got to do my OB essays soon. 2.22am now.

Wooooh. I was asked to join Sports Club Main Comp. But I turned them down. If I join sports club, I will need 72 hours a day already. Haha. My main priorities are still studies, BIZEN and BADMINTON!! Cheers! BIZEN Logistic rawkx! Hahaha.

Took some minutes and made this up. Cheers!! Was wondering when is LOCKK's anniversary. Hahaha. Qiudan looks like cookie? Cookie monster seem quite hungry there. LOL.

Well well. I'ma go do my OB already. And yeah!! Oink you're in badminton. You better fight it out and stay in there man! Haha. Cheers!! SmiLe :).

2007-05-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

I thought my family was alright now with only me, my bro and dad left under one roof. But why when one problem is settled, another always arises. If I have a choice now, I would want to live independently. I want to work for my own expenses and study hard for my future. Recently I get really irritated by my dad. Through 19years of my life, I've never get much emotional support from my family. I try to find any free time I can get to accompany my dad for meals and so on. But he never stand in my place to think about me.

Secondary 2, I got selected to train under Singapore Badminton Youth team. I quited soon after first training and you want to know the real reason why? I needed support from him. If he had just tell me "you can do it", I would have continued in there. I was so sad then.

He always have things hidden from the family. Sometimes I just want to ask and know more about what is he doing, he would just like "mind your own business". I have hold off my pride for so long. All I want is just some understanding. Why can't I get it. All he have to support him is saying he's working hard earning money to support us. Yes. I know that. But that is not the only thing a family needs it. I needed emotional support too.

I kept on improving myself, try my very best in everything I do in school and strive for a better future. So I could support myself very soon and not depend on my dad anymore. I want to let him enjoy his life very soon. But I guess he never knows what I am thinking and what I want to do.

Sigh..

2007-05-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone :). Back home. Dead tired. Slept at 6am and woke at 8am yesterday morning. Had my first badminton training for the new semester. Being a captain aint easy. Especially with this batch of year ones that entered through special talent scheme. They're all very good players. And there is one like extremely good player aged 22. Omg. I feel that there is something I need to do to get along better with them. Felt a bit inferior at the very beginning of the training just now. But got better later on. I really hope I can help bond the team together. Its a very strong team. And I'm very sure the teacher in charge and my 2 coaches have high expectation on the team this year and at least for next 3 years.

Badminton trial will be on this coming Saturday. Current team members will be assign to inform all people who have signed up for badminton by this Thursday. Hehehe. I have something to say to all people who wants to join TP Badminton Team. First you need to be able to play. Second you need to have the commitment. Then you must be able to take hardship and train hard. Finally you need to enjoy it! Hehehe.

Time really pass very fast. Its been like 7mths since I became single. I still miss those time. Was like young couple, didnt care much about others and simply love each other. Hahaha. Look at that picture. Remember last time we used to write and draw small little notes and sms those mushy stuff to each other. Its like unforgettable memories. So sweet. LOL. I wish to go through it again!

Every time when you need someone, I will want to be the one you find
Every time when you cry, I will want to be the one there to console you
Every time when you have fun, I will want to be the one you choose to share
Every time when you want to be alone, I will still want to be by your side..... I promise I'll not speak a word....

Meaningful? Hahha. I like to write up this kinda thingy. Lovely isnt it. I believe all relationship must be romantic one. Hahaha. Cause romantic relationship equals to sweet relationship.

Well no relationship now. So I shall cherish all the friendships. Oh yeah. I know there might be a lot frictions going through a true friendship, but I believe that every time after we fall, we'll stand back up again, and same time we'll grow stronger and stronger. :).

I'm off to play game awhile before sleep. Hehehe. Sleeeeeep well everyone. SmiLe! :).

2007-04-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

Lovely..... I'ma happie man living in this happie world.... Surrounding me are all my wonderful friends..... Everyday I go to school I will never fail to see cheerful faces around me...... Hehee...

Got my lappy! Acer Aspire 5585WXMi. It comes with interesting stuff. Hehee. I can go online everyday from now already. Yesh!

Hahahaha. But its like 1.08am now. Shall sleept already. Update more later.

SmiLe! :).

2007-04-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

End of Friday! Finally! Was in charge of the CCA booth for CCA fair. It was so tiring. Finally its over. BADMINTON should have the highest sign-ups with about 400 people signed up! Omg. Hahaha. I'm going to take charge for the GIRLS trial for sure! LOL!

Trial is in charge by my vice-capt, maomao! So I'm free! No more stress. Hahaha. Relax already. Any more things for me to do? LOL. I love to be stress! Hahaha. Challenge me on! No fear!

Might be getting laptop tomorrow. Shiok. Shall update more tomorrow. Ciaox!

SmiLe! :).

2007-04-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo! Finally got the chance to update. Woh. When did I stop updating? I think its before the week 0 orientation for TP right? Oh yeah. The orientation for the freshies was great. I took part in the dragon boat regatta race. Got last =( but it was nice experience. Hehehe. Logistic is just cool. Work hard and enjoy at the same time. Way to go man!

School reopens! 23rd April. Man. I spend like 12hrs in school daily! I'm so busy organising badminton cca recruitment exercise. Updated our notice board too. Thanks to Justin who helped out on it. Thanks to Justin & GuangGuang for helping on Tuesday for setting up all the tents and so on. Shagged.

Wooooh. CCA recruitment started this morning. I went to my booth at about 10.30am and it was taken by Hockey and Floorball. LOL. Shooed them a side and there it is, our badminton booth. Me and Jasmine(teamate) made a big signage of the word BADMINTON. Its nice!

Guess what man! Today a girl came to me and wanted to take picture with me! Hahaha. I guess no one will believe that. But its true =). LOL. Oh well. These 3 days have been very exhausting. Thursday and Friday won't be much relax either. Roar. Needa organise the trials for badminton. Today 160 people signed up. sad to say we're taking about 15-20 people in total for male and female. Haha.

School stuff...... This semester's modules are still okie so far. But I think I've got to balance my badminton, club and studies well. Studies! GPA 4 wannabe! Hehehe. Jiayou everyone!

LOCKK!! Oh man. Once again my CDS aint same with you guys. Some of you got into same class. Some with many BZE peeps. And me? Lonely..... Hahaha. Oh man oh man. Damn damn tired. Update next time. Getting a laptop soon. =).

Till next time...... SmiLe people! :).

2007-04-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

I'm in school library now. Went to IJC about 9am to collect somethings from friend. Then came TP to submit badminton coach's contract and did some online mail checkings and replyings. Hehehe. Going for jogging soon. Ben & Jerry ice-cream later then VJC training 6pm-9pm.

I want to live my life
to make a difference
in your life

Another quote by me. Hehehe. Take Care all. Have fun today! SmiLe! :).

2007-04-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

Whats up people! I'm back blogging. Hehe. Well my sis's internet conection just cancelled so I won't be able to come online anymore. Seldom my bro will allow me to use his comp. Sad right. Hahaha. These few days I've been going down to VJC and IJC to train and play badminton. Met up 2 of my junior soon-to-be. They're all very good players man.

Oh yeah. Yesterday went Seoul-Gardening with my sec classmates at Marina Square. It was cool man. Ate lots n lots of food. Bloated like a balloon. Then went arcade and played some games. Headed down to city link TCC and talk crap for quite awhile. Hahah. My friends had their eyes on crowds walking towards mrt station. Hahaha. See girls of course. LOL. Then home sweet home. Shagged.

Omg. My twin sis n bro was home! So happy to see them. Omg. They were sleeping though. When I woke up this morning. I went to talk to them. But they were so stranger towards me. Awhh... Thats so sad man. Been like one and a half year since I last saw them. Well they went back soon after their breakfast. Roar!

So soon so soon. One more week and school resumes! Time-table not yet out. Hurry man. 7weeks of holiday past so fast. I think I didnt enjoy enough. Theres so many things that I planned but didnt get to do. I want to have more fun! Boooyahx! Recently I made up some quotes of mine. Read below!

"when you have no money nor look, you only have 1 choice. work hard. and thats me!.."

Hahaha. Cool right. A bit demoralising on the money and look part. But man! Work hard is the most important man. I believe as long as you work hard, commit and do your best, you will one day see the returns!

Hehe. I shall end here already. More blooging next time. Take Care All. SmiLe! :).

2007-04-13T10:16:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo everyone. Miss me? LOL. Had SLTC(Sports Leaders Training Camp) for past 2 days. It was quite fun. Learned a lot at the same time too! Know a lot of new friends from various sports. From Karate to Taekuando to Cheerleading to Floorball to Rock climbing to Water-polo to Swimming to Squash to Tennis to Silat to Akido. Many more!

We had many activities. But the camp is plan such a way that the organiser planned the game and let us, the participants to run the games. Cool right? On the 2nd day we're suppose to play the high-elements. But it rained! Wth. Though I've played that like 3 times already, I don't mind trying it again. Everytime you try, it gives different experience and memories.

Final challenge was to make 6 banners. It was damn boring at first cause we've over man-power. I almost fell asleep. LOL. But later on I made myself to find something to do. Took quite a bit of time to design it and paint it up. Hey people. I think those banners will be hang up at the sports hall. Do drop by and take a look and all the sports leader's hard work man. Woooohoooo!

The meals are the best! And the 2nd day night's meal is heaven! Omg. Pizzas + Ben & Jerry ice-cream. Omg. What camp privide such meals man. I'm sure you guys sure jealous. Hahahaha. If I ever get those photos took during the 2 days training camp, I'll sure upload it.

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I'm in school now. Theres a 4 hours orientation for those people who came to TP through JPSAE(Special Talent Sheme). I came down to give support to the new badminton members but none came. Roar! LOL. So now I'm in TP library blogging.

Later I'm going down to IJC to help them out for badminton friendly with CJC. Cool man. I simply love badminton. Hehehe. Oh. CCA recruitment will be on 25th-27th April. So anyone interested to join badminton, you guys can come look for me! Cheers! And we all shall bring GLORY to TP man!

I'ma go do some admin stuff for badminton already. Hahaha. Shall update again. Ciaox people! SmiLe! :).

2007-04-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

Omg! I wrote a long long long post but computer just hanged! Argh! Shall re-write again.

<-- I want to be like him.
(William Gate III)

He is cool.
(Warren Buffett)

He aint bad either.
(Carlos Silm Helu)

I'm not looking up to their looks. Nor I want to have white hair or bald head. William Gate has assets of $56,000,000,000(56billion). Warren Buffett has $52,000,000,000(52billion). And Carlos Slim Helu has $49,000,000,000(49billion). Omg! I am not that greedy to have that much money like them. I just aim to get $1,000,000(1million) by the age of 30. They can do it, why can't I? Right? Hehehe.

I have answered all the dilemmas I had already. Isn't that great? Cheers. I have overcome another obstacle. It means that I've grown stronger! Learned from my mistakes and move on. I hope by improving myself, people around me will benefits too. Heeeee!

Today went out with Anderson Badminton Team people for Seoul Garden. It was great. I missed them so much. Daohu and Terry will be going into army on this coming monday and tuesday respectively. Omg. I wish the all the best in there man.

Oh man. Its 2.40am now. I'm suppose to go for morning jog with my junior at 7am later. LOL. I asked him out for jog when I realised he stay so near to my house. Now I think I've got a problem waking up. Haha.

I'm off to sleep! Hopefully I won't oversleep. Hehe. Take care everyone! SmiLe! :).

I did a Colorgenics test. Below is the result. Quite true I thought. Test webbie told by miss ahdan. :).
You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE

2007-04-05T07:19:00.000+08:00

Gooooood mirning! Hehehe. Had a very good sleep man! Slept like 7hours. So suang. So fast another brand new day already. Yesterday was quite bored I must say. Hahha. Nothing much did the logistic do that I can recall. Hahaha.

I've been having quite a few dilemmas and some questions that I couldnt answer. But I think maybe time can solve all these dilemma and questions bah. Wooooh! Last day of camp! I think should be quite busy and fun today! :).

Next tuesday-thursday having more camps! Wooooh! Shall go wash up myself already. Take care everyone! SmiLe! :).

2007-04-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo! Hehehe. Wondering why am I able blog now? I'm in my school LT 26! Hahah. As usual in the middle of the night I'll go out enjoy the nature. Hahaha. Just came back from 30mins walk around the school. A bit of scary though. LOL Especially design school. You know why? Theres a poster of a woman with her big eyes staring. Hahaha. Well I'm in LT now. Alone. As usual again. Haha. My other logistic friends are playing murderer in the classroom. :).

Hehehe. Today was alright la. I found out I'm more enthu recently. Hehehe. Thats good man. Wooooh! Losgistic carried stage platform, prepare food, prepare games stuff and played some sports. Hahaha. Nothing much we do actually. First day of camp. Alright la. Heard that 3rd day we're suppose to make like 1200 water ballons. OMG! Thats a lot man. Jiu ming ahhh! Hehehe. Cheers!

Listening to some songs in youtube now. Cool man. Hahaha. No one knows I'm here. ShhHhh! LOL! Oh. I suddently remember once LOCKK was in the LT having MTV. Hahaha. Cheers! Fun time. K la. If tomorrow the LT is still open, I'll be back to blog more! Cheers! Hehehe. Omg. The LT lights suddenly went off. Hahha. Ciaox ppl. SmiLe! :).

2007-04-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Watched TMNT today with Damien(Sexy) at causeway point. It was kind of last min thingy. Hahaha. Then went down to IJC to play few hours of badminton. Its always fun playing badminton but kind of tiring. Aches!

Recently I really daydream a lot. Many things are happening around me and sometimes somethings really put me into thinking. Wondering and wondering. How I wish I could read people's mind. Hehe.

Tomorrow got to get to school by 8.30am. 3d2n mentor training camp. I'm the sub-comps helper and I'm under logistic. They call it the "sai-kang" department but something I've got to tell you, I love doing sai-kang. Hahaha. Cause when hardwork are put in, some sort of fun and fulfillment comes along. :). Its a sense of acomplishment. Hahaha. I really hope all lockk could think the same way as I do. Cheers! Enjoy to the fullest!

Hohoho. 12.13am already. Hope I wont oversleep. Hehe. Today's moon so round. Nice. Stars shining so bright above. How I wish I'm lying on the beach now. Cool man. LOL. I shall go daydream le. And sleep soon. Cya all guys! Be back on thurs for more updates! Hope I'll enjoy the camp. And everyone shall enjoy the camp!! Stay tune! SmiLe! :).

2007-04-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home! I shall blog what happened on Sunday. I just realise Malaysian are so creative. So creative that I fell into it! I went into the girls toilet! You know why? They differenciate male's toilet and female's toilet with, poker cards! 'Queen' for female and 'King' for male. I didn't see it! Omg. Hahaha. So damn paiseh! Theres female in the toilet! =X.

Got into car and began my way back to S'pore. Me dad missed the turn to the expressway and we took like 40mins to get to the expressway by travelling small old route. But this was alright. Everything was so smooth untill 55km away from JB. Traffic jam! Omg. The car aint moving! Omg. Jam for 55km? LOL! After about 30mins, the traffic was back to normal. Cause there was an accident.

Going going going. 25km away from JB. Omg! Traffic jam again! And this time, its much worst! The car was moving like 20km/hr for like 1hour! The jam was cause by collection of $ from those stops. Roar! My 2nd Aunt vomitted and 5th Aunt was feeling so unwell too. Omg. I think they should do something about it. Took about 4hrs++ to reach S'pore. It was a bad bad journey home. Booyahx!

Oh man! Tmr's movie marathon cancelled. Sad...... I want movies! Hahaha. Damn tired. Camps coming so soon! Cheers! Hmmm. Hmmm. I'm thinking of something. Hmmm. =p. Shall go sleep already. Pengx le. Gooooooooooodnight!! SmiLe! :).

2007-03-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hehehe. This is the only photo of me I ever post online. Hahaha. I've never posted any photo of myself online except this! Oh yeah. Look at us. That was when I sec2. See the bonding? Omg. You will simply love that feeling. Hehehe. Poly badminton team! Wooooh! I hope I can make it into something similar man. When guys get together. Hahahha. How sweeeeet. LOL!

And this........ Temasek Poly Badminton team 2006! Cheers. Though we only brought back PO-ITE 3rd position, we've done our best. And coming 2007, I'm sure we will produce better result! Woh!

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Going to malaysia tonight! Coming back either Sunday late night or Monday afternoon. Go over there so 'shao mu' and cousin's wedding on Sunday night, April 1st. -.-". Kinda weird to have in on april fool day. Hahaha. Ooops. =x.

Shagged. Just came back from soccer with Sec sch classmates. I want more outings and fun! Want to enjoy to the fullest before school reopens. Oh yeah! I want to have a beach outing! Overnight one! I want to lie on beach! Hehehe. Its been long since I enjoyed the sea breeze already!

Woooh! Asking my dad to get a lappy for me. As usual he is always a bit reluctant when it comes to spending money. LOL. But I think I'll get it before school reopens. Hehe! Cheers! I go play game with ahma-dan le. Tata!

See you guys man! Have fun! LOCKK! Dont miss me so much kae. LOL! I'll be back soon one. Lalala! :). SmiLe!

2007-03-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello!! Morning!! Oh man. 3 more weeks and school resume! Following weeks will be kind of pack man!

31st-1 April ---> Malaysia
2nd-5th April ---> Mentor Training Camp
6th April ---> Anderson Badminton Gathering
7th April ---> 5/1 Gathering w/ few peeps
10th April ---> Bze Leadership Training Camp
11th-12th April ---> Sports Leader Training Camp
23rd-25th April ---> April Orientation Camp

LOL!! Actually theres some more days I didnt include. Omg!

<---- wrote in 11am morning but didnt manage to complete cause sis wanted use. LOL.

Tomorrow 9am soccer! Song bo! Anyway forgotten what more I want to blog about already. LOL. Update more tomorrow. Tata! SmiLe!!

2007-03-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

At LOCK'K' house now. 9am-11am tennis, 11am-1pm badminton then 30mins of volleyball!! Qiutin and GuangGuang came along too. Went makan makan after that at design school. See qt off and went to bathe! Had some nice chat with her about work & stuff. Hahaha.

Bing! Bathed. Walk walk walk to bus stop and head to tampines central. Shagged around, qd got her hp then here I am blogging. Hahah. Time pass really fast. So much fun throughout the day. Watched "My Super Ex-Girlfriend". Kinda 'ok la'.

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Hmmmm. Suddenly I felt I need a break. I need a pause now. I need take a look at what I'm going for. What I want to do and what I really want. Haha. Feeling a bit confuse now. Booyahx!!

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Anyway, congratx to me! I've promoted as TP badminton capt! Cheers! Yeah. I really really really hope I could do my part to bond the team well and make a difference! I'm happy. Hehehe. I hope I could get into bze main comp too. Same reason. Want to make a difference to it too! For the better of course. Hahaha. I was wondering am I giving myself too much expectation and responsibilities? But my answer is a no. Hehe. I think this time of my life, I should try to train myself as much as possible, contribute as much as possible, work hard as much as possible! In the same time, when I finally see the results of my contribution, I'm sure I'll be happy! Hehehe. Had that feeling from my Sec Sch Badminton. Miss it! Hahah.

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A picture for you guys!! SmiLe :).

2007-03-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

Isn't this picture beautiful? Sunrise. Sunrise represents a new beginning of a day. Another meaningful day which it will be your memory when tomorrow comes. So, are you going to make it a happy/sweet/lovely day? I'm sure you want it to be like that! Cause I always want everyday of my life be a meaningful one!

Sometimes I really envy girls. Majority of them don't need to worry about their future. They could so carefreely enjoy their youth. Hahaha. But for me, I think I'm already doing what I think I should do to prepare for my future. 20years 30years 40years 50years down the road. Time-Management is very important.

Total money spent will be like $1,230,000!! It has exceeded $1million I earn! Omg! And I have not added my daily expenses! Omg! And thats like earning $3,000/mth. Omg! Thats just like normal life. Maybe you should calculate one for yourself. Hmmmm. I really must study hard, work hard already. Hahaha. Seem scary right.

Wohhh. The 7days learning seminars and talks from current company I'm in really open my eyes. It not only taught me about business, it also taught me so much about life. Wohh. Hahaha. taught me so much yet I don't think I'll be going back there often. Hahaha. School stuff starting soon. Badminton, camps and some of the things I want to learn. Hehehe. Cheers! I'll update till here. I hope my sharing will open the eyes of friends around me too. Hahaha. It was a rough sketch though. SmiLe!! :).

2007-03-21T04:23:00.000+08:00

Whats up everyone! Woke up like 20mins ago to LS =x. Hahaha. Shagged. Need sleep! 11am got to be at work place! Today I'm going to learn another product of the company. Wooh. Another 11am-9pm. Haha. Time flies when I'm there learning new business skills everyday.

When I'm done knowing the products and able to present, friends out there! Do give me face if I call you and wish you create awareness with your parents! I won't force anyone to buy, just give me a chance to talk about it. :). LOL! Seriously the company products are good I can say. I'm someone who ain't easily convince and if I think its not bad, it is really not bad. Haha.

Didn't knew I would ever come into this business line again. Distributor. Hahaha. Cool man. I'm still finding time to look for my future lappy! Busy busy with work. I want to go out play! Omg. Someone date me please......

Lalalalala.... I was asking myself yesterday. "Do I want 'ai qing' or 'mian bao' ?". Hahaha. I was like I want 'ai qing!'. But I'll choose 'mian bao' for now. If someone's whose in love couldn't even provide basic necessities to your love ones, I think it ain't nice that way. So work hard now! For my future! For your future!

Cheers! My blogskin rawkx! Hahaha. I should go sleep now! Jiayou jiayou to everyone! SmiLe :).

2007-03-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

I knew this day would come. But I didnt know it came so soon. Emo time.

Moving on........

:( SmiLe.

Working 11am later. Cheers!

Shall set new goals, new targets and new achievements to attain.

I want my new lappy! Someone acconpany me to simlim walk walk please!!

Goooooood Night ! :).

2007-03-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

Ohayo everyone! Its 11am, Monday morning. Its a start of a brand new day. Yeah! I'ma going to work soon. Actually more of learning currently than work. Venture Era its the company I'm in. Its like sales business of health products. It has a structure of MLM (Multi-Level-Marketing). Today will be my third day there. Though I'm not earning any $ right now, I'm learning so much from their seminars and talks from the managers.

Some thoughts went through my mind. I am 19 already. Hitting 20 next year! Aint young anymore. I want to start getting real working experience out there. I want to work hard now. At the same time I want to earn enough $ as soon as possible. Not totally for myself. Its for my family, for my future family and the love one(Suddenly I'm thinking far). Yes. I want to enjoy my life later on.

The future lies in my own hand! I want to make it a fun one! An exciting one! Cheers!

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Haha. I've grown up. LOL. Anyway, my new blog skin is nice right? I thought its quite cute lorr. The Naruto Team. Omg. Sasuke, Sakura and Naruto. Kawaii neh! Hahaha. Though I'm kind of crazy over work and my future now, but I'm still the same old me! I want to have lots of fun too! LOCKK! I cant wait anymore for more outings! Pulau ubin! Badminton! Quick quick! I'll be free any day for you guys. Hahaha. Friends still come before work. :). It is the people that made my life beautiful! Sweet sweet sweet! GTG! Rmb! SmiLe !! :).

2007-03-18T02:08:00.001+08:00

Wooooooo!! New blogskin!! Hehehe!! Just made it. Took awhile to figure out how to put it into the stupid html. LOL. Nice right? Cheers! Changed song too. Parapara! Omg! Lets dance to the beat! Lets shake to the beat! Lets go crazy right now! Right here! Hahahaah! Update more tomorrow!!

2007-03-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

Wow. Last updated was 20th Feb. Thats like so long ago already. Exam over ! Birthday party !

Many many many thanks to all Bizens ! Thanks for the wishes and thanks for coming down ! And thanks for the prezzies !! Cheers ! Love you guys so much. <3. Haha. I really had fun with you guys. :).

Special thanks to the LOCKK !! Hahaha. I have to say sorry at the same time. Sometimes I get 'moodswing' when things ain't going right or going the way I think it should be. Haha. But after awhile I'll be okie. LOL. Cause sometimes I think I cannot expect too much from anyone. I think I'm already very lucky to have you guys helping me. Without you guys, this party wouldn't have happened !! Omg !! Thanks so so so so much ! Want some kisses ? LOL !!

Not forgetting my secondary school peeps who have wished me too!! You guys are just great. You guys paint my life in secondary school. Cheers !

And to everyone who have dropped me a wish too. Thank you !

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To-Do-List for the holiday:

1) Bring TP badminton to the next level !! Get team more more more more more BONDED together ! Cheers !
2) Bze to be happening ! Woh. Camps. Here I come !
3) Learn a computer program.
4) Get a new blog background design out !
5) Help my dad to make a business plan !
6) To be happier !

Continue update tomorrow. Open prezzies time ! Thanks again ! Lets rock on !! :). SmiLe !!

2007-02-20T04:27:00.000+08:00

ProcessorProcessor Type* Core™2 Duo Processor Number* T7200
Processor Speed* 2.0GHz
Operating System **Genuine Windows Vista™ Ultimate (32-bit)
Memory Size *1024MB
Display Size *17.0"
Display Type *Widescreen SXGA+ with TruBrite™ Technology Display
Resolution *1680x1050
Graphics Chipset *GeForce® Go 7900GTX
Graphics Memory *512MB GDDR3
Hard Drive Size *160GB Hard Drive Speed 5400rpm
Optical Drive *DVD-SuperMulti drive (+/-R double layer)

Wahahha! This lappy soon to be mine!!

Design still not bad la. Normal.

Kinda heavy. Its about 3.2kg =x. LOL! Oh. And its $2,499.00.

2007-02-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo! Hahaha. Yesterday had bze meeting and we're formed into groups and suppose to hand up a leadership 1-day camp proposal by 7th march! Cool. Sounds fun! Oh yeah. Finished statistic project and rush my way to Lavendar ICA building to extend my passport. Guess what?! I'm 150 people away from my turn! Wth!! Was so crowded there. Ring-ring..... Ring-ring..... Miss Meow called. Hahaha. Then went to meet meow,oink and guangguang up for movie!! That movie was not bad. Haha. Its about drug dealings and police undercover. I found out a secret too. Hahaha.

Woh. Went walk walk around after the movie. Decided to go Long John to makan! Hahaha. Many things happened there. Oops =x. I've got to say sorry to Justin. Haha. I found new partner already. LOL!

I've realise something. If I put my fannao aside, I live a happier life!! Hehehe. Woh. Just ate steamboat with my family. Oh yeah! Got angpao from me dad!! Cheers!! Hahaha. Jealous? Tomorrow going to malaysia loh! Omg! More angpaos! Fireworks! Cheers! Yeah! I'm so high now! Hahaha.

Omg! Haben study! Omg! Exams starts next friday! Omg! Hahaha. Die! Nvm, shall enjoy first! Yeah!! Clap clap!

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Yesterday after the movie and dinner, I made my way back home by train (NEL). As usual I alighted at buangkok mrt station. Walk my way to the busstop. The busstop that filled with so much memories. When I look up, I used to see someone waving at me from her room. And I will wave back excitedly. Just beside the room, I saw the staircase. The usual place we always meet up. The usual place where we always hide from her dad. =x. The place where I give my first hug to you. The place where I hug her goodbye after send her back. Omg. So much memories. They just cant be forgotten. That was almost 3years of relationship. I admit I still do miss her.

Well. It ain't easy to overcome those feelings but I'm still moving on. Maybe I would find someone who loves me as much or even more. And would be a much much happier one! Cheers!

OMG!!! My psychology quizzes have not completed!! Tomorrow is date due! Ahhh! Shall do later. LOL!

Happie Chinese New Year everyone!! Have fun and get many angpaox! Haha. Cheers!! Xin Nian Kuai Le !!! smiLe!!! :).

2007-02-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo! Today shall update something different from what I usually update.

Naruto

An anime about ninjas going through a journey. You can see a lot of friendship, determination, peseverance, laughter, sorrow, bonding and much more other interesting things.

Naruto was born being hated by everyone around him because he was born with a demon sealed inside him. Everyone around him avoided him, parents asked their children to stay away from him. So what he did at first was to seek attention by making a fool of himself and make people laugh.

2007-02-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

QiuDan: Yeah, I must agree that our class ain't very bonded together. I've tried by trying to organise some events(rmb the sports gathering?) but faced some problems then. I was pissed and somehow give up trying and give up hope. Hahaha. What a negative thought.

Another reason is because I'm really busy with things going on in school. Tired people get fed-up easier, you see? And another reason is that myself is facing my problems. Personal problems and other problems. So didn't have the time and heart to commit to do something for our class.
Hmmmm. I'm back! I shall try other ways to bond our class again! K603 shall be united as one! Justin! You must help me!! Haha.

Me dad just had some talk with me again. About my dear brother. Maybe I should do something to help him out. Some history about him. Eunos pri. Anglican Sec. Stop 1 year during sec 3 due to some headaches which doctors could not find the cause(guess shd be psychology problem instead of real headache). Then went into private school and did well for O'lvl. Went into Ngee Ann Poly Electronic Engineering and didn't do well. Had attendance problems and think ain't interested in studying i guess. Failed some subjects on year 3 and retain for another year. 4th year halfway through went into army. Came out of army last Oct and its free till now. He is suppose go back to Ngee Ann to complete his final year but I'm not sure have he sign up already or not. He's been playing computer games everyday. My dad thought he would change after he came out of National Service but things ain't going well again. So what should I do as a brother to help him? I really wish he could find his purpose of life and get going.

Anyone know of any self-esteem or other relavent learning centres that could help my brother out? I think he needs to get his purpose of life, the goals he want to achieve before he could start moving on. He needs that "drive" i guess.

I wanted to talk to him about it but my relationship with him been bonded through gaming. Nothing else. LOL. Everytime when we talk, we'll talk about games. So I guess I'll feel very awkward. Hmmm. I'll find a day and try to talk to him. Gambatte to me!! :).

Oh yeah. I think I need to plan my "to-do-list". So that I can make full use of my time. I looked at my past days for this semester. I realise I wasted a lot of time. I didn't study hard, I didn't do my best in things I wanted to do. Jiayou jiayou to me! I can do it!

I'm gonna make difference in my life!! And I'm going to make difference in other people's life!! For the better!! Gambatte!! Gogo jiayou!!

smiLe! :).

2007-02-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm towards realising the meaning of my life..... Cheers !!

"Ni kuai le wo ye kuai le" !!

smiLe :).

People should learn to enjoy the nature..... xD.

2007-02-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

6th Feb 2007. Exam starts at 23rd Feb. 17 days away. Currently facing many problems. My result for this semester have not been good. Java C+ range. Syscpt C+ range. Math B+ range. Econs B range. Statistic C+ range. Psychology C+ range. Omg. If thats my result, my GPA will be 2.75. Omg! Nooooo! A downturn in year 1.2. Why. Need to spend sometime reflect. Booyah! I really need to set priorities on what should I do and what should I not do. Badminton, Bze and Rubics. Maybe I should quit one. Roar. I'm sure its not badminton. I love Bze, so I'm sure I won't want to quit. Rubics, I love teaching too! LOL!!

This coming exam, Econs, Math, Statistic. I must get full mark for ALL!! So that I can pull up my GPA!! I aimed 3.8+ this semester. I think I have to face the reality and change my target now. Haha. 3.4. Good enough? Roar. Not satisfied though. But too late. Next semester! I must work hard le!!

Addicted. I'm addicted to online game again. Someone save me. Roar. I suddenly like lost the meaning of my life!! Ahhhhh. My soul is like not in me anymore. Where is my soul! Where is the original me!!

Shagged. Tired. Someone give me a push please.

smiLe =.

2007-01-31T06:29:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone! 6.30am now. Hahaha. I'm early! Woh! I feel so stressless now! Without World Cafe and Badminton competition. Haha. These 2 which takes up to 20hrs+ per week. Omg. Means that I have like 20hrs+ more now! Shiok to the max.

Well, not really. LOL. Java programming have to be competed by today, friday math quiz, sat psychology quiz, next mon econs quiz, next fri statistic quiz, then exam after that. Wow! Haha. So happening. And I'm so lag behind on my school work. Due to those projects and badminton. Needa buck up loh!

As usual, when exams are coming, I'll naturally become more organised and plan my time well. Hahaha. But I think poly system kind of sucks. Our examinations clash with Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day! Haha. Omg. Sucks right. Luckily on my birthday, the exam just ended. LOL. So can enjoy myself. Woh. I'll probably organising a party! Cheers! Lets get the party started!

Omg holidays are coming! Ahhhh. I want holidays! But.... I think when holiday comes, I'll want to go back school. Hahaha. Schooling is fun too. LOL. Omg. I want to organise many events! Everyone be free please! I book you all already! I want to go out fishing, blading, badminton-ing, tennis-ing, bowling, canoying, camping, hiking, arcade-ing and everything! Hahaha. And I'm sure there'll be camp during the holidays too. LOL. Though I'm not that that enthu(comparing with some siao ppl in LOCKK), but I do enjoy it too. Haha.

So now, guess most people are preparing for exams. Let us work hard now! Omg! Gogo Jiayou! Gambatte gambatte! To all friends in NS, take care and enjoy inside. JC peeps good luck for A'level coming this year. Poly peeps lets all get GPA 4!! Here we goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

pootz... smiLe :).

2007-01-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

No computer I can use. Can't blog. Can't chat online. Sobx!

Ahhh! Offline le.

2007-01-25T06:08:00.000+08:00

Badminton.........

When I'm in primary school, I was a bad bad kid. I steal, I skip lessons and I fight. Badminton stopped me from doing those when I'm Primary 5.

In Anderson Secondary School, Badminton gave me the chance to make friends. I made good friends like AhLau, AhuBui, Terry and Daohu! And many other seniors and juniors. I was well treated and respected even though I'm from normal academic while almost all of them were from special/express which had an average PSLE of 253 when mine, 188. LOL. Badminton in Secondary School also gave me the chance to learn leadership. It ain't easy to lead a group of people. When they're down, how and what should I do to make the morale up and create team bonding within the team. And from there I learn people-people relationship. Responsibility were there. I learned how to be responsible for things I must do and for the team itself.

Temasek Polytechnic. Great people in there. Crappy seniors who always talk dirty stuffs. Nice people who we cheer, laugh, chat, sweat and fight together. When I see them cheering and shouting outside the court, the more I want to win.

My coaches are great too. From Primary school to current coaches. They taught me many things. All of them made me a better and stronger person.

Determination, Perseverance, Hunger for success, Passion, Mind over body etc.....

Badminton...... :).

2007-01-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Self-reflect

I'm sorry.
I make mistakes. I'm too, learning from mistakes and changing for the better. Forgive me if I ever done something wrong. =(.

2007-01-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

I hunger for success
I believe I will do it
I hate to lose
I give no respect to my opponents

Approach me with all your might
I'll be standing right here ready to fight
Be prepared with all you have
Because I'm having the spirit of 'never say die'

Yoyoyo! Monday, badminton competition against NUS. I'll do what it takes to bring them down!! KILL THEM ALLL!!!

Roar!! But dont't forget to......
SmiLe :).

2007-01-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello people. :).

Booyahx!

I'm moving on. I'm glad. I think I've not made the wrong choice(but sometimes somehow somewhat someway I think I should have made another choice LOL). :). E-guide seem to be so fun. Hahaha. Okie lah. Lucky I didn't go, if not you guys won't be able to to know what you guys have missed and the notes that have been given during lectures. I'm sure you guys will need more help from me on those stuff you all have missed. ^^. Got any more problems can look for me. Just treat me a bobochacha as to thank me can already. Haha. Cheers!

I will be going through Java Programming later. SmiLe. :).

'Xian ku huo tian'

I missed all those fun now. But I'm sure it will pay off. I will succeed. I will do well. As long as I believe I can! Always look ahead, where my future lies. Jiayou jiayou.

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2007-01-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

Someone tell me what is "force-fitting" !! Its divergent thinking technique. But I can't find the meanining of it !!

I'll be inside the badminton court facing Ngee Ann Poly in 2.5hours time. Its a very important match. Wish me luck !!

My time-table for this and next week is fully packed !! And I think I'll have average sleeping hours of 4-5hours only !!

Pootx !

2007-01-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

I'm back home. Been so busy. Played my first match of IVP badminton against SMU last friday. We lost 1-4. They ain't that good but well, we lost. Haha. No setback, still moving on, looking forward.

Training hours ago was ok untill team talk session. Some issues were raise and there were comflict between team mates. Oh man. I've been missing trainings recently. I guess its kind of influenced by seniors. =x. Haha. Cause I've not really miss any trainings last semester but as days go by, I felt lazier to get myself off the bed for trainings. =x. Ahhh. I shall go for all trainings from now onwards!!!

Choice choice. Decision and more decision. I'm so packed with things to be done. Things always clash together and I have to decide which should I do first. Then when ever the thing I miss it, I'll sure have troubles and complains why didn't I complete it. You get my point? Theres always oppotunity cost. Haha. Economic.

Getting things done = less sleep = less own time = less fun. I'm not perfectionist ok!! Stop saying I'm one. I just want give my best in everything I do so that I won't have any regrets later on. Badminton. I was kind of left out recently by my coach cause recently I've been losing to my teammates. LOL. Well well. I think I felt a bit left out. But again, I'm not giving up. Today the games I played, I won it all. Haha. Woh.

System concept. This project really is time consuming. I think its still far from complete. I'm sorry LOCKK that I'm not going for the E-guide thingy. Cause I want to spend that 3 days to catch up with my school work, go research more on switzerland stuff at national library and I've still got badminton trainings to attend to. Hahaha. Know been very stress up so just let you guys have fun during the open house bah.

I'm so jealous sometimes. Hahaha. Make myself so occupied while seeing others able to fork out time to chill out. LOCKK, been so long since we said we want to go out have fun but we have yet went to any places. Everytime we meet up, its all about projects. LOL. When see you guys' having fun in camps, outings with esc and other friends, so jealous. Hahaha. But I think I made the decision lorr. Who ask me don't want to join those camps and mix around with people. Hahaha. =.=". Maybe its not I don't want, just not enough time. Roar.

Shagged. I'm suppose to complete quite a number of things before I sleep tonight. But thing I can't last anymore. Shall try to wake early to do my stuff. Another day fully packed. How I wish I could just let down everything, go down to the beach to walk walk. I love to do that. Haha. Relax my mind and body. LOL.

ROAR!!! Pushing myself hard. To achieve what I want to achieve. To find the meaning of my life from other people's life. To be who I want to be. Cheers! IVP badminton, projects, quizzes, exams and FUN! HERE I COME!!!

SmiLe! :).

2007-01-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

annoucement: ill be taking over ahdan's position temp... warning! if im too serious on work n gives commanding words, please pardon me... just wanna get things done.... cheers! smiLe! may we succeed!! =).... so tmr we shall organise n do proj from 1.30pm-4pm or so... come with open mind!!.. sleep well tonight, smiley sun will shine again tmr morninig!!...... GOGOGO!! here we GOO!!!...

Hahaha. Made this annoucement to a project group members. Woh. I'm feeling the urge and push to chiong again!Leaders. Ain't easy to be one. I think I ain't very good at it too. But I've been through quite a few, expecially the one which stress me up most was secondary class-rep. LoooL. If I can handle 3/7 and 4/7 of 2004/2005, I can handle anything. Hahaha. Say untill like sec class so terrible. LOL!!

To lead. First I think the leader need to understand every single member in the group. Then, the leader need to potray a "leader" image to the members. In that way, members would respect you and listen to you when doing discussion or work within the group. The seriousness must be there. Leaders sometime will need to "command". My vocabulary kind of weak, couldn't find a lighter word to use instead of command cause command is a very strong word. Haha. Yep. Leaders need to set directions. Eg. "A, could you help me locate this? B, maybe you would like to help out in doing that. C, can you help me to do this?".

Leaders also need to be flexible to handle different kind of situations. Often communication within the group. He/She will need to sort things out in the best way which please everyone. Oh, forgotten something.

Leaders must come in with a right mentality. Some of which I've mention in past 2nd post. One of which I think leaders should be prepared to contribute the most. Must have strong mentality to control and get things back up even yourself is feeling down too. Commitment, Passion and Determination. Because leaders know that when they finally reach the goal, that moment will be unforgetable! Woh!

Everyone should be a leader in some part of their life. Its really a good learning process. Because followers seldom able to understand what the leaders are facing. Leaders need to be followers at times also. Because leaders need to know what is it like being followers. And theres things to learn being followers too.

Some experiences I had. I was in Anderson Sec Sch. One of the top sec school. 5 special stream 1 express 1 normal acad and 1 normal tech. Only one normal acad which I was in. I felt so inferior in there at times. I was in many various leadership position. Subject reps, class rep, proj ldrs and badminton capt. The pressure I had was so great. I often get many bad remarks on me. Sometimes the special/express steam made me feel so inferior. They use vocabulary to talk to me. They said how stupid am I. They said why am I always making these kind of mistakes. And many times get "sabo" by friends and people. It ain't easy. I was sad many times when those things happened. But I stood up again and again and go on. I do the best I could in all areas. And finally I realise I grew to be stronger. I grew to be tougher. I made my stand and gain respect. And those have made who I am now.........

Shall end my leadership talk here. Haha. Anyway, those are just my point of view/opinion. Hope dont say anything that people would disagree with.

Haha.Lalala. GM!! I'm backk!

Cheers everyone! I love you all! SmiLe!! =).

2007-01-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Okie okie. I'm here to update alright. LoooL. Its been busy these days. Hardly have 6hrs of sleep daily. Got back my term test results days ago. Ain't that satisfied. My statistic is currently is the C range. Econs was so-so. Should be around the B range. Math was not bad. But everyone is doing well too, so think it will not be easy the get distinction in order to do EM3. Roar. System Concept wasn't good. Got B and C for lab work. Oh man. School work + projects + badminton + clubs. I think I need to set some priorities already. This Friday is the first day of IVP. Playing against SMU at ite-simei 6pm. Come down and support TP!!

Had a chat with my friend. We talked about BGR. Funny. He asked me, "How do I make a girl to fall in love with me". I was already laughing. Hahaha. Was making fun of him but well then I started my theories.

First you've got to ask yourself what kind of feeling do you have for her. Then you can decide what you should do.

I think if you've seriously fall in love with her, you should tell her. Maybe you can drop some hint before you tell. In case you scare her when she hears it. LoL.

If its like "yi jian zhong qing", maybe you should wait awhile. You might want to know her better? Maybe after know her more you might not like her anymore? Or even maybe you will love her more. Haha. I detest people who say you love her so much then very soon dump her away. Thats real bad!

Oh. I think I didn't get to the point yet. Hahaha. How to make her love you back. It really makes me think through awhile. And all my answers were all maybes. Maybe you can try to know her likes and dislikes, interest and so on. Understand her first. Let her know you're caring for her and trying to help her so much. Hahaha. Then maybe some day she might notice you more and treats you better. =.=". But, if that someday didn't come, you should make your move.

If you're handsome guy, you can just approach the girl and date her. Well I think usually people who born with goodlooks always have the advantage. Haha. Its a fact isnt it?

Actually I think what I've said don't really help much =x. LOL!! Loving someone and having that someone loving back its so wonderful. It simply can't be explain by words. I think if you have a formular to make someone you love, loves you back, tell me! Hahaha. I want to know also.

And actually I'm always puzzle with girls' thinking. Complicated huh. I always wonder what are they thinking. Whats on their mind. LoooL. Tsktsk. I think before telling my friend and talking about him, I thought about myself too. Hahaha. I think for most people, "time" is kind of a problem in relationship. Its not easy to find time together if you aint studying or working with/near her. It all takes commitment. Omg. Hahaha. Where is my "Snow White". =.=".

I think most important for 2 people to get together is that both parties must enjoy being together, willing to work together, happy together, willing to share, care, listen, crazy together, put a smile on each other's face when one is down, commit together, giving right amount of attention(so that one wont feel neglected), put your heart and soul to your partner, etc. Hahaha. Quite a long list but I think its all simple things.

-.-". What a post. Hopefully my that friend won't read it. Hahaha. I think I'm too tired already. Hahaha. SmiLe people! :).

2007-01-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

What life is all about. I asked myself. From my first cry, what have been on my mind? I have this urge in me. I want to be successful. I want to be happy. I want to see people around me to be happy. I want to share, I want to care, I want to learn, I want to love and I also want to be loved.

Every single day I learn. Recently I learned some things that are very important. Time management is very important to make things happen. Time to have fun, time to chill around, time to study hard and time to get serious. Its all about time management and setting priorities.

Today I learned another important thing. "Emotion". It really affects me when I'm climbing the road to success.

Negative Emotions:
- jealousy
- anger
- hatred

Positive Emotions:
- inspiration
- achievement

Quoted by Mr Khoo; "Enjoy the 5mins of success, look upon the 5mins of failure. After that, move on."

Many obstacles I'm facing with now. I admit I'm facing a lot of negative emotions now. Anger, jealousy and hatred. I'm learning how to cope with it. I know its not the right way of approach. When those emotions come around again, I will face it bravely in the right way thing time. There is no failure, only learning experiences. Look ahead, be inspire, be patient and head towards what we want to achieve.

Leadership. Quoted from Mr Khoo again, its about Passion, Courage and Determinaton. I have to agree with it. Passion on what we're doing, courage to try ( I don't count how many times I fail, I count how many approaches have I made that didn't lead to success, so the next time I try, I won't make the same mistake again. ) and the determination to continue. I have faith in everyone. I trust the people I work with. I respect their decision. Because this is the way to get back trust and respect. Isn't it?

Success comes from hardwork. And when its in a team. Theres teamwork. Its all very important. I believe nothing is impossible. Because I've been through many successes, when I looked back, the tears, the sweat, the stress, the tiredness, whatever you name it. Its all worth it.

Whoever is out there. Facing any problems, any set backs. Don't be sad. Because I'll always be out there to help, to listen and to talk with. Actually, I call it sharing. Because we learn from each other. Yep.

I'm in library. Having psychology meeting very soon. Tomorrow will be having system concept meeting. Hey. LOCKK, Nuraini and Syaidah. I believe we can do it. I believe it will sure be a success. We shall work together. Face the obstacles bravely. Stand back up when we fall. Be strong. We can do it !!

Cheers! Take care everyone. Don't forget to smiLe :).

2007-01-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

Trying my best from now. Aint giving up. But..... But..... I need CPR now!

2007-01-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

Woooooooooo! This is going to be a crazy term. I think I hardly have 6hours of sleep. Hahaha. Actually I do have more than 6hours of sleep on some days. But just that I spent it playing online game. Oops =x. Tomorrow having some talk from 3pm-8pm and same day having another talk from 6pm-10pm. Omg. Clash! And its going to be like 7hours of talks. Sat morning talk continues. 9am-1pm. Omg.

Omg again! My poly class have so many clever people. Gina/ShuHui/JianGuo/ZhiHao etc.. Omg. They're like getting full marks for every test. Scary. Tomorrow getting back my math and qmtd term test papers already. I doubt I'll do well. Man! I'm aiming for 4GPA!! I must work hard. Come on come on! Kick my own butt.

I think I won't have much time to blog for following days already. I want to change my blog skin and song. Omg. No time. All projects date due are coming. Omg. 7days later having competition already! E-guides camp clash with my competition. Omg. Roar!

I need 48hrs per day! SmiLe! :).

2007-01-02T20:30:00.001+08:00

Yoyo! Omg. Omg. Omg. Year 1 semester 2 term 2 resumes tomorrow! 1.2.2. Projects undone! =x, Group leader of different projects going to scold me already. Something stupid I did just now. My hp couldn't charge just now. I think it had some problem. I was so pissed off that I knock my hp on the table so many times and so hard that the LCD screen broke. LOL! I'm violent. Now I've got to use back my antique hp already. Ahhh.

I think my 2weeks+ holidays wasn't that great. I expected more from it though. I expected more fun and joy. But well, guess may be I shall postpone those to the coming semester break in 2-3mths time. Hurray! Oh, something real bad. I think my LS marathon is back. All because of yesterday's oyster. Omg.

2007. Looking back at 2006, I've gain another 365days of experience. I've grown up more. I've been through many happy times, fun times and sad times. It centainly have great impact on my life ahead.

When Innova Junior College for first 3mths. I enjoyed my time there but had difficulty coping iwht my studies. Haha. Badminton people there were great. Then there comes my O-level results. Ding-dong ding-dong. Did badly. Couldn't stay in Jc and there I go into Temasek Polytechnic Bze!!

Woh! Here I found many crazy friends. So much fun within the school and soon outside the school too. LOCKK. I made up this. I really hope this friendship would last forever !! We shall chiong our projects together and do well together!! And yeah. Tp badminton team. I love you guys too. So much fun in there. IVP coming! We'll be the champion!! Lets work hard together!!

Too much involve in school I think. I let someone down. Someone whom I've been with 2years+. I'm sorry I made this decision. No regrets. But I admit I still do miss you. You're the only person so far whom made me feel loved, that not even my family have given me. Since I left you, I have not felt that kind of care anymore. Kind of sad though. I truly hope you will do well for your A level this year. Looking forward. Maybe someday, someone could make me feel loved again.

Oh yes. I'm going to have a nice bath and get back on my feet to do work already. Reminded to myself! Target GPA 4 !! :). Must aim high! Hahaha. It'll be a very very very busy term ahead. I will miss everyone out there. Do take care k. Hope you guys will do well in everything you do. Cheers! And remember to smiLe :).

2007-01-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

2006-12-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

I'm back home! From 2 days 1 night badminton training camp in school! Ain't that bad. Did so much physical for that 2 days. Supposed to run 4.8km on friday morning, but I didn't cause I was late. Haha. Did many sets of sprinting on the track. 200m, 100m. Hey! Guess what. My 100m timing was 13seconds! And 200m timing was 28seconds I think. Hahaha. I thought its kind of fast. =x. Haha. Didn't know I can run at that timing. LooooL. Played one hours plus of captains ball under the scorching sun. I was bare foot! Now blisters are all coming out of my feet! Hahaha. And I'm chaota already.

Went gym to do some weights training. Omg. I feel stronger after gym! Though I'm still weak, but I really do feel stronger!! Hahaha. Omg. Can people accompany to gym weekly?! I don't want to be so weak. One of my wish is to carry my "laopo" run along the beach for like 10mins? Hahha. If so weak can't carry so paisehx. Hahaha. Who knows my future she might be like 80kg type. Woh. Hahhaha. So high now.

Omg! I'm got so many projects undone! And psychology quizzes which due date tomorrow! Help me! Hahaha. I think the following 6-12weeks, I'm going to be very very very busy. Badminton IVP coming up. MOE world cafe presentation coming up. 6 projects due date coming up. Exams coming very soon also. Omg. Where can I find time! Chiong ahhh!

Let me set things to concentrate on:

- Badminton
- Studies cum projects!
- Bze club
- Rubics club
- Family
- Friends!

Lalala. I'm super duper tired. Take care everyone. Till then, tata! SmiLe! :).

2006-12-28T03:05:00.000+08:00

Yoyo! I'm here to blog. Today went to school early and was suppose to do my project but internet wasn't working. So didn't do any project afterall. LOL. Then training at 6pm-9.30pm. zZZzZ. Tomorrow(later) will be playing badminton with LOCKK.

Badminton camp on Friday to Saturday. Suppose to be in school 8am on Friday for morning run! 4.8km! Then whole day will be training and doing physical. 7am must be awake on Saturday morning. I think going to have physical again. Ahh!

I want to count down on dec 31st! Ahhh! So sad LOCKK ain't going to count down together. Haha. Where is Justin?! Why aren't you back in Singapore. LOL. Ahhh. Wondering how am I going to past this Sun! I want see fireworks! Roar!

Recently been reading the horoscope on Today's newspaper. For my horoscope, pisces, its always ain't good. Hahaha. Well, don't believe those things anyway. Booyahx! Living my life to the fullest! I want to have fun! I want to get GPA 4!! Wooooooooooooo!

Till then, gooooooood night! SmiLe :).

2006-12-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Over the rainbow, under the sea
Please tell me that you do miss me.
Remember first time when you look at me,
I know that you're just the one for me.
But things isn't as easy,
Because you have yet to notice me.

Following your shadow is all I can,
To make sure you're sound and safe.
This is the way I show my care,
And that for you I'll always be there.
Praying for that greatful day,
When I could hold your hand.

Another poem. This one kind of not rymth together. Haha. But takes me awhile to write it up. Hmmm. Nothing much I can update about. My christmas days wasn't fantastic. Haha. And I'm very sorry about yesterday. I pulled a gloomy face through out the day. Ahhh.

Christmas soon to be over. Left about a week of holiday before school reopens. Ahh. Still have projects undone. Help me!

Roar! Been thinking a lot. I am facing a very big obstacle now. And the obstacle is myself. I'm trying to overcome myself. Hahaha. My mind is disagreeing with my heart and my heart is disagreeing with my mind. LOL!! Some sort of war is going on.

Woh! I shall sleep soon and tomorrow will be a brand new day! Hope everything will be fine with me. HAha. And Happie Xmas to everyone! Yeah! Happie Xmas to LOCKK! Everyone do have fun! SmiLe! :).

2006-12-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

What do you see when you look at the mirror?

I see someone who have a strong will.
I see someone who will be successful tomorrow.
I see someone who wants to bring joy to everyone.
I see someone who cares.
And most importantly,
I see someone who will bring a smile on your face. :).

Poem by me:

Beautiful ocean and clean blue sky
Thinking of you, I cant denial
Walking down the sandy beach,
Hoping you're here, how I wish
Singing the song that you love,
Writing down your christmas wish

Turn around and its you I see,
Your little smile simply melts me
It is you that whom I wish,
You shall be my christmas gift

Hahaha! :). Its been raining heavily recently. Have you bring a wind breaker when going out? Have you got a nice cosy blanket which will keep u warm thought out the night? :).

Went for Anderson Sec Badminton chalet on tuesday. Met up all my juniors and pals. It was really great. Spent the whole tuesday night till morning playing card games and chatting all along. The laughter was very nice. Miss those people so much. Haha.

Been so busy because of my badminton trainings. Institute-Varsity-Polytechnic Games (IVP Games) coming up on 11th Jan. Omg. It means that I'm going to miss many lectures and tutorials again. Ahh. How am I going to catch up?! Tp got into group with SMU, NUS, NP, NYP, TP. The other group consist of SMU, SIM, ITE, SP, RP. I really hope TP could once again get into top 4! Oh, so it shall be one of my Xmas wish! Hahaha.

Ahhhh. Find me sometime. I want to change my blog skin. I still owe someone a blog skin! Haha. Its fun making blog skin. Especially when people appreciate it.

SmiLe! :). Off to do my project work. Have fun people! Enjoy the holiday!

2006-12-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

Home home home! Terrible! I almost LS in my pants! Walked from ang mo kio mrt back home. Halfway through got the urge to LS. LOL. Cold wind blew. The urge grew stronger. Luckily I made it home with clean pants. Hahaha.

Oh my last post was tuesday. Well, Wednesday and Thursday were having Economics and Statistic tests. It was real bad. I studied like hours before the test. Hug buddha's leg. LOL. Regret regret. Totally regret my doings. I want to do well in my studies! So I cannot do that anymore! Slap myself. LOL.

There we go. Friday. I went to school for psychology meeting at 9.30am. Terrible. Haha. I reached about 11am. =X. When ended, went to library. "Ring-ring". Miss Sim(Care Person) called. She asked me to go down to LT54 for xmas gathering. Gave a call to Mr Justin which woke him up and asked him down too. Planned to do java after the gathering. There we go to LT54. We were consider very late. Miss Sim served us food and drinks. Was like so paisehx. She's serving us! How can we let our tutor serve us. Hahaha. At the same time the people in the LT were watching youtube. Something related to love between father and son. LOL. Then the weird time came. We were suppose to sing. Thats not the weird part. The weird part is that the song lyrics are like "oh lord, the great one. jesus love.....". Well, you see? I'm buddhist and kind of not really interested in those stuff. No offence. Luckily it ended soon.

Had chat with Miss Sim for awhile. She advised me to aim to furthur my study at engineering field. She also asked me to do get "distinction" for my emath2, so that I could take emath3 next sememster. And so that I stand a better chance to go into university's engineering course. Hmmm. I kind of ponder about my future. Will I really get into engineering field? Suddenly became unsure. She said engineering course, particularly a course called (igs) if I'm not wrong, is a very good course. Its always in demand in the market and yearly intake its very strict. 85 per annum. Oh man. I really hope I will do well and get into university! Jiayou!!!!!!! Before Justin and I head to computer lab, Miss Sim was like saying "let the god decide where you will go". Something like that. Well, I really think that future lies in our own hand. If we work hard. We'll sure get what we worked for. I'm a fact and reality person. Haha. I believe that if one puts their heart and soul and work hard for something. He'll sure smell success on the way. :).

Well then went to do Java. Checked out with the java tutor and found out we are only suppose to do the flowchart and not the programme itself. =.=". Spent like an hour plus in the computer lab goes to waste. LOL. Btw, to all BZE people. The Java we only need to draw a rough flowchart. Marks won't be given to the flowchart that must be submitted but marks will be DEDUCTED if its not submitted. Yep!

Saturday! Woke early in the morning and went to sengkang(compass point) to meet up my psychology group members. They came to my house soon after and we began doing the advertisement. So crappy. Need to act as burglar. Wore girl's stocking over my head. Sucks! Erxin! Well yeah. I can the our advertisement is full or stupid stuff. Teleport, stupid actions and so on. Will upload and show everyone when its ready. LOL!

After the project. I rushed my way down to buona vista to meet up LOCKK. Went to a performance that our econs tutor asked us to go. It had talks, stories, drama, dance, choir and sang songs. Some of which were combine together. The performance was overall nice! I love their dance! But I don't like the talk by "Moses Lim". He somehow, someway insulted other religion when promoting christianity. Man, I look down on how he try to share about their religion. It spoil the whole performance. Roar! When performance ended, went bugis have kfc for dinner and took mrt to ang mo kio and walked my way home. Ahha, and the LS came which I mentioned above. LOL!

Enough about my daily event for past few days. Haha. Its holiday. Quite packed up with badminton trainings and project meetings. Mon-Wed having my sec school bmt chalet. Woh. I miss those people.

Cherish cherish cherish. Feeling so happy with my life now. Because friends around me are bringing so much joy. "Jian jian dan dan" of living(exclude those stress days for tests). Happy happy. I'm so lucky to have those friends. Woh. LOCKK, the current clique. Anderson 5/1 2005. Anderson badminton team 2001-2005. Tp badminton. Current classmates. They're all part of my life. I want to bring happiness and joy to everyone of them! Cheers! Xmas coming! Everyone must enjoy to the fullest!

ALL I WANT FOR XMAS, IS ~~~

lalala. LOL. Sleep loh. SmiLe everyone. :). Be happy!

2006-12-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

Reporting 11.10pm already. 15hours away from my economics test and not yet started studying! Hahaha. Didn't have the mood to through out the day. Later I'll lock myself in my room and shall force myself to study. =).

Been watching tv whole day long. And been eating whole day. Ate like 5meals today. Woh. Round round tummy! My tummy is bloated now!

Hahaha. So funny so funny. Was watching channel U on some show. Always feels happy to watch about family related ones. See them go through some obstacles then finally so happy together. The feeling so "xin fu". Hahaha. Maybe I'm a family guy. LOL. The joy in a family. Woh woh. Can't be explain. I'm going crazy already. Wahahaha! I'm 18 yet think about those stuff. Wth. LOL!

I think I should throw away most of the stuff in my room on Dec 31 2006. Remind me. I'm someone who easily let emotions bothered. I fear losing. In another terms we call it "rejection". Thats why sometimes I'm selfish. LoooL. I think the only way to put my past away is to get them out of my sight. =.=". Sounds cruel. LooL. But I think I'm bothered by memories so much. I can't move on. I need some kind of brain wash. Hahaha.

Sometimes I'm so stressed up. I feel like giving up all the responsibilities on my shoulder. I wish I could live in a Classic Cottage house by the beach. Living carefree life everyday and of course with my love one. Maybe have a dozen or 2 of babies. Hahaha. But sometimes life without stress and obstacles to overcome, it become a bit meaningless. It become like "no-life". Complicated. So I have decided. I shall go on with my life. In future, I shall have a cottage house by the beach. Whenever I'm stress up, I can go over for holiday! Wahahah! Ain't I smart? LOL!

Come on come on! Bring me life! Bring me happiness! Bring me joy! Cheers!

I want Mr Santa Claus to bring joy to everyone in this WORLD!! :).

2006-12-12T11:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday took my math test. Was okie. But ain't satisfied. Made stupid mistakes again. Haha. Tomorrow will be economics and thurday will be statistic. Not yet started my studying. Feel so moodless today. Don't want to study. Booyahx!

I need to play some sports now! Let myself out! Roar!

Someone entertain me please!

2006-12-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon all. Its been so busy for past days. Didn't even realise its been 5 days since I last updated. LOL. Tomorrow will be my first paper of term test. Math. Not really prepared yet. Have not even started studying for Statistic and Economics. Help me! Tonight still got to go for some ''temple'' thing. I need time! Haha. I think I need to have better concentration.

Been watching the asian games. I'm feeling so high about it. How I wish I was the one in the badminton court. Haha. But I know thats impossible already. Even since sec 2 I gave up chance for my badminton future in Singapore youth team. Haha. I never regret though. I think if I continued in there, I would have missed so much fun and maybe wouldn't have know so much fun friends I have now. Woh.

I have a big dream. Bigger than you can think of. I have many goals. Too many for you to count. Sometimes I hope. Sometimes I wait. Sometimes I make some moves. Sometimes I didn't. And sometimes I just wishes. But I clearly know my dream. One day I will grab the chance. And the outcome? You will decide.

2006-12-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'm in school now! Waiting for me dad to fetch me home. Woh. Cause I might need a toilet anytime. Would be very unconfortable if I need a toilet on the bus trip. Haha. Later I LS on pants. LOL. Today was better. I LS less and only vomit a bit. Think I still can't digest the food normally. The food like stuck near throat there. Keep having the feeling of vomiting. Argh. Well LS less but feeling very bad cause of gastric. Keep wanting to fart! Haha. Excuse me to my friend if anyone heard it. Oops! =X. Then got this weird feeling in the tummy. Bad day. Haha.

Poor us. The food poisoned gang. Hopefully we'll all be alright by tomorrow! Hahaha. Yeah Oink get well soon too! We have to start revising for term tests already. I'm sure you won't want to stay up till morning studying. LOL. Oh yeah. LOCKK jiayou!

Oh my dad is here! Gtg! Maybe will update more when home! :).

2006-12-04T11:01:00.000+08:00

Home day for me today. Yesterday so sad seh. I was so sick due to the food poisoning. Yet when my dad came home, I asked him to bring me to see doctor but he said later of the day as he need to go somewhere. Omg. I was dying on my bed. Haha. Then I asked my brother accompany took taxi to angmokio to consult doctor. I think I was food poisoned by "Oyster egg" instead of the "mala steamboat". I ate the oyster egg with me dad on saturday night. But me dad was alright.

Oh yeah. Was joking around with the doctor at the clinic. He asked me if I want a "jab" or "medication". Then I was saying: "I've never get a jab for a long time. Will it be painful? Which is better? Jab or medication?" Haha. In the end I took the jab on my butt! Ouchouch! That was pain in the ass! That jab was to relax my whole body muscle so that I won't laosai anymore. After that jab my whole body was like jelly. Was feeling so cold. Got home ate porridge and medicine. Don't think that jab works well. I couldn't sleep whole night as I was laosai-ing the whole night. I'll LS every 10mins after I drink or eat. Help me. Its still going on now!

Damn sianx now. Don't know what can I do. Feeling so unwell. My tummy is still bloated with air. Sucks. I want to drink and eat nice food. But don't think I have the appitite.

Should I say so qiao or so suay that oink ate oyster egg on saturday night too. She's been vomiting too. Omg. Hope we'll recover very soon. I want to pengx already.

2006-12-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

I'm all dead. The more I lie on bed and rest the worst I feel. An hour ago I vomited 5times in a row. Actually twice. Then the smell made me vomit 3 more times. The smell of mala steamboat. Omg. Food poisoning! I'm feeling so shagged now. Worst than after badminton training.

Bad bad. I think theres still oil and junks left in my tummy. I think I need to vomit or LS 2 more times to clear it. Help me. So terrible! I can't sleep, I can't lie and rest. What should I do man.

Oink vomited too. She's working right now. Oh man. Terrible. Sansan said she's alright. Not sure about Dandan. Omg! Oink ar, if really feel terrible like me, go take off immidiately! Should go rest. Damn. We ate steamboat like friday night about 8pm.

Dying! Still got to wash up the dirty floor I made. Help ahh!

2006-12-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

[Previous post was suppose to be updated yesterday night. Due to technical problem, I posted today.]

Its 3.05pm. Bad bad day for me. Ask you guys something. Am I HOT? At the outside I guess not. But I'm sure HOT inside now. I can boil water with just my holy touch!

Since 9am I LAOSAI 6times already. Then I feel bad. Real bad. I am 38.6 degree celcius! Whats happening to me?! And I'm feeling so cold outside! I need 20 layers of blanket. Oh man. LS coming through! Ahhhh! Whata day for me! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!! :"(. Booyahx!

2006-12-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

Thats my wonderful drawing on mindmap!!

Woh. Someone was actually tiding my room!! Wahaha!

Alamak! Got caught taking photo of her. LOL!

What are you looking at! You're suppose to do project!

Went steamboat on friday after school! That "mala" soup is so damn oily! It almost made me vomit! Yucks! Made me no appitite. Booyah! :"(.

Yummy! This thing saved me. It cleared the oily taste in my mouth!!

She ate up all the ice-cream! See her greedy face! Argh! Bish!

That was awhile ago. Did the project till late night at mac opp tp!!

Woh. In short few weeks so much things happened. Haha. I tell you something. That steamboat really damn bloody oily. Yucks. The smell. The taste. The look. Simply sucks! XIAO BAO -ZHON QING HUO GUO. 85 Beach road #01-00 Tel:63399271. Located opposite bugis junction. Warning! Think twice before going there to eat the mala steamboat! Yucks yucks! Disgusting steamboat! I won't even taste it if the world are totally dried up. Vomit!!

Those pictures tell so much things. Can't tell it all. So much to say. Haha. Many peojects meet ups. But I think most time during meetings, we'll be playing =X. Haha. Woh. Term test is in 2 weeks! Hahaha. Late already. Turniing in. Update more next time. I need more pics! I need camera phone! SmiLe :).

2006-12-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

[qt] ''stop getting distracted by girls'' - better than if I get distracted by guys right? LOL.

[ft] Isnt it cool to be happy everyday? Hehe. You miss my stupid jokes don't you? Hahaha. Dino!

[qd] Yalohh. I'm so so distracted. I need wang qin sui. =P.

[sh] Woh congrats you and dandan going to represent us to present! Happy happy! Hahaha. I feel happier when others achieve something. LOL!

[qt] I'm not horny. Just getting polluted by [sh]. Upstairs and downstairs. Pengx! Booyah!

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Going 1am loh. Have not start studying for Qmethod a.k.a Statistic for quiz at 11am later. Jiu Ming Ahh. Hehe. New song uploaded!

2006-11-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Just got home from badminton training! Shagged! Hahaha. Java quiz today wasn't very bad. But I don't think I'll do very good too. I think I still can't find my concentration when doing work and project. Keep having the sleeping mind. Argh. Must knock my head on the wall already. After bathe going to do mindmap and statistic project. Tomorrow is mindmap presentation. Ahhh. Have not even completed.

Justin was saying I'm a perfectionist. Am I one? I just want to do the best in everything I do. Haha. My studies, cca, clubs and spend time with friends. Am I kiasu? Haha.

I miss those days again. When I'm pushing myself in everything, when I'm so shagged after whole day. I had someone giving me a hug. That was enough to get my battery full again. Haha. But so fast been almost 2mths since I had those. Recently I met you up, I felt so weird. Its never been the same again. I felt so distanced. But I think I didn't make a wrong choice. You're happier now isn't it? No more those stupid quarrels. LooL. You told me you have an eye candy from some sports cca. Haha. I don't know how will I feel if I see you're with another guy now. I just hope you will stay happy always. :). I had wonderful time in those 2years+++++. (O.O).

Behind every successful man, there will be a wonderful girl supporting. I wish I can be that lucky man. Hahaha. Sometimes I think I feel good to have someone to care for. Someone whom I could turn to. Someone who thinks I'm right when whole world thinks I'm wrong. Someone whom I can share the un-explainable joy. Hahaha. Damn. Day dreaming. LoooooL.

Go bathe lohh! Jiayou to myself! Must not sleep untill complete my work tonight! Gambatte! :).

2006-11-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Got home 40mins ago. My whole body is aching, brain is so drained and everywhere theres injuries. LOL. Today got to know my Math and Econs quiz results. Didn't do well. Sad. Was very moody. I expected much more from myself. Yep. I think LOCKK must jiayou too. Other classmates didn't do well I won't care so much. But you 4 better do well! Meow ar, jiayou for your math! Shark ar, well done for your math! Oink ar, congrats on your econs! Turtle lehx, jiayou too bahx. Haha.

These 2 quizzes really opened my eyes. I really must put in much more effort to do better. Here I shall make some promises to myself.

I, Mr Ler Jun Ting. Here by promise that from this second onwards, I will study hard. I will not slack and joke around so much in project meetings. I will make sure I will get the things done. I will not get so distracted in lectures and tutorials. I will keep myself wide awake and pay 100% attention. I will get my work done before-hand and study for tests days before.

Oh yeah. I shall go do my stuff already! Jiayou everyone! May the power be with you! SmiLe! :).

2006-11-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

Time for blogging again. In less than 2hours. Its monday! Going to get very busy again. Lessons, projects and badminton. Ahh. 2 more weeks and its term test. I'm looking forward to the 2weeks holidays after term test. Well I'm sure one week plus will be packed with project meetings and badminton. LOL. But I'm sure going spend few days going out having fun with LOCKK. Woh.

Today woke at about 7am+. Thats late. Cause got to meet in TP at 8.15am. Went to Braddell to do collection of old newspaper and stuff for LionClub. The stuff will be sold and $ will go to the needies. It was a fun day I can say. Running up and down, carrying stuff around and the later half of day spent on lorry transportingthe collected stuff from one place to another. Hehe. Then when the whole thingy ended, oink, meow and other tp peeps were send back to TP by lorry. Seems fun man. So many friends around sitting at the back of the lorry. I wanted to join in too! But I have special privilege, a member of LionClub drove me right to my house bus-stop with his 7-sitters MPV. Haha. There were 3 other adults on the vehicle. They crapped so much. I was asking what do their club do other than today's event so on. Then somehow led them to talk about ageing population. Then they asked me to work hard, have more babies. LOL! I laughed and laughed.

Another tired yet meaningful and fun day. :). My work kind of piled up already. But I'm so tired to do. LOL. I think I shall go sleep and wake up early to complete my work. Hehe. Monday blues. Ahhh.

Take Care everyone! SmiLe :).

2006-11-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yoyo! Been like 5days since I blogged. Many things happened I think. Busy busy through-out the week. Monday had my economic quiz. I came to school very early and went to library to study. The quiz was alright. But alright isn't alright for me. LOL. I want to get full marks for all my quizes, tests and exams! Thats my goal. I want to do well and go for a local Uni.

Projects projects and more projects. I think almost everyday I'll have to meet up with project group members to do projects. Qmth, Psycho and System Concept. Java, Psps and Econs coming up. Omg. That will be like 6 projects. I've been sleeping like average 5hrs per day. Tired! Badminton takes up about 12hrs per week. Its so physically and mentally draining. Omg. Shagged! But then I still love to go for training so much. Haha. Its fun. I love badminton. LOL.

Mon, Wed and Sat trainining. zZZzz. Wed spent whole afternoon from 1pm-6pm doing mind-map.

Tick-tock tick-tock, then here comes Thursday. Was late for Psps tutorial again, which starts at 9am. Then System Concept lab lesson where we showed the tutor our mind-map which me and my group members had spend 10hrs+ on it altogether. Comment from the tutor wasn't that bad. Idea is there but need some minor changes and some stuff to be added.

I missed a few math lectures due to my badminton competition, so was don't really understand math topic 3 & 4 well. Went library to study for math quiz which was on the next day till almost 9pm. Omg! LOL! Didn't managed to finish studying so continued to study after dinner opposite school. Went to bedok BK! So suay BK was like closing at about 10.30pm. Then went mac. Suppose to head back home at 11.40pm but didn't realise its like 12am+ already. LOL! Then stupid mac was like closing too. Wth! Thought its 24hrs. Hahaha. Then went other place and studied all the way to 3.30am+. Slept till like 5.30am then head back home. Well actually didn't really sleep at all. LOL. Cause like so many strangers walking by at that time. ZzZZzz. So tired! Got home about 6.30am and slept straight away. Ahhh. Woke up late! Woke at 8.30am and my math quiz was like 10am! Rushed to school. Late by 5mins or so, went to class and the quiz had already started. So there I go trying to force everything I've studies overnight onto the paper. I think I did my best. So no regrets. Guess I might not do well. Maybe I'm not sure. Some of my friends said the way I did wasn't right. Well I believe in myself! Yeah! Hehe.

Test over. Went eat and did a bit of project again. Didn't go for Rubis Math mentoring from 1pm-4pm as I went down to umpire for D-Cup badminton finals. Oink was playing too, so same time can support! She trashed the opponent and became our Engineering Woman Champion! Omg! Told her she sure can do it. Must have more confident when doing things. Yep! Clap! Cheers Cheers! Poor me got to continue umpiring those matches when LOCKK went off. Met shark at TM after that where we bought HuiHui's belated present. zZZzZzz. And went home for a GOOD NIGHT SLEEP! Slept at 9pm! Woke at 7am for my badmitnon training!

And thats today. Tiring training. Footwork, drills, multiples and matches. Then went to meet up project group members for lunch and do project. Finally decided to come my house to do. Was a long trip from TP to my house. LOL. So suay meow get caught by the bus inspector that she didn't pay enough for the bus fare. Laugh out loud. Then later she paid like so much extra for another bus trip. Diaox!

LOL. Play play and more play at my house. Suppose to complete 2 projects but didn't managed to. Hahaha. We played my hammsters, limbo rock and a bit of pillow fight! It was funn! Hahaha. My room its damn dusty. Made everyone sneezed and sneezed. LoooL. I was a bit emo for awhile then. Memories flooded my mind all of sudden. I missed someone caring for me every second. I missed someone massaging my back when I'm tired. Those days. Well, memories. Ain't going to let it affect my future! I'm still looking forward. I'm still moving forward. Heading towards my goal. Hehe.

Am I suppose to do this?

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Ans: Became single not long ago.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
Ans: Oh yeah! Happy with bunch of crazy friends!

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
Ans: Fast? No. Slowly and steady. Get to know her more, I might feel I'll love her more. Haha.

4. Have you had your heart broken?
Ans: Yep. Many times in that one time.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Ans: Trust is most important in love. Cheating in love? Unless miricle happens.

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
Ans: Depends.

7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
Ans: Oh yeah. I had long term plan with my ex. Even till age of 60! LOL! Its an open topic anyway.

8. Do you want children?
Ans: To my future wife: I love kids! LOL!!!!

9. How many?
Ans: If I could see all my kids filled up a soccer team and play for Singapore, it would be great. LOL! j/k. 2,3,4? 1 would be lonely for the kid. Depends on my partner. If she doesn't want any, I won't force. Haha.

10. Would you consider adoption?
Ans: I think own baby you'll have much more feeling towards him/her. I look up to those who adopt the orphans. They bring hope and future for the childrens.

11. If someone likes you right now, and you have the same feeling for him/her will you accept?Ans: I want to settle down in school first. Maybe year2. When I get into bze main comp(hopefully?), settled in math rubics, maybe be capt or vice-capt in badminton and stabalise my studies. Its so wonderful to be in love. I would give my girl suprises everyday!

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Ans: I'm sure I do. Its like adding colours to my black and white written story of my life.

13. Do you break down for anyone before?
Ans: Yep. Never thought I would happen. But it did.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans: Isn't that infatuation(A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.)? But sometimes it could blossom. Maybe?

15. Are you romantic?
Ans: For me to know, for you to find out. LOL! (I'm like trying to get ppl to know about it. Hahaha.)

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Ans: I love to change people, to a better person. I believe I can! Hehe. Cause I would want to see my friends happy for now and for the future!

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
Ans: Ahha! Secret! Somewhere my wife will never expected!

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Ans: I would have usually give in before the fight starts. But sometimes I have my own stand too. :).

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: Do I?...................... 8)

20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
Ans: Why would I want to mess up someone. Its a sin!

21. Have you broken a heart?
Ans: I think I did. Didn't want to.

22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Ans: The one I love will decide to hold me or my friend's hand. Because I won't know what would happen to her if she's in my friend's hand. I know myself that I'll give the girl everything to make her happy.

23. Are you missing someone right now?
Ans: Yep.

Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around, it made people occupied.Get started and the 5 people are:

FengTing
LiLing
Venetia
Fazlinn
PohLin

Sherard
YongCheng
QunZheng
QuanLong

2006-11-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

Ohayo everyone! Its 9.17am and I'm in school already. Lesson starts at 12pm. Hehe. I slept an hour from 5am-6am last night. Or should I say hours ago. LOL. Couldn't sleep all night. Played whole night of computer instead of studying economic as I'll be having quiz later. Hahaha. Well I'm in school and and should be starting to study econs after updating. :).

Just changed my blog song. Nice song isn't it? Hehehe. I'm in library in front of the computer blasting music through the headphone. Woh. Today's lesson from 12pm-5pm. Econs lec, syscpt lec, math tutorial then 2hrs of econs tutorial which I'll be having quiz. Then badminton from 6pm-9pm. Ahhhh. Then tomorrow's lesson from 8am-7pm. Roar! Projects projects and more projects. I think I need 48hrs per day. I need more time.

I've organised weekly sports and study gathering for my class K603 starting from this week. Every friday 1pm-4pm there'll be few tutorial rooms available for you guys to study. Then from 4pm-6pm can come down to badminton courts and basketball court to play! I really hope all K603 people will come down. Every week I'll change the sports we're going to play. So don't worry getting bored at particular sports.

SmiLe smiLe! Every day its a brand new day. Look forward to each morning. Plan your day and I'm sure you will enjoy it to the fullest. Woh. Life has so much ups and downs. The obstacles have strengthen me. The joy, fun, laughter and happiness. I'm looking forward to christmas! I've book LOCKK on that day and I'm sure its going to be a crazy day! Omg! I'm getting high! Britney Spear - You Drive Me Crazy! LOL!

I knew that it would never be the same again. :). SmiLe! Take Care everyone! Study econs loh!

2006-11-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

I've realised somethings. But ain't telling. LOL! What a wonderful day. Got to school 9am early in the morning for psychology meeting. Then met up LOCKK for badminton from 1pm-3.30pm. Omg! Meow won Turtle! Shark got stronger! Oink got 10-25! Getting better too. Haha. Sorry if you don't know about the nicknames. lol. Yep then went to bathe and made our way to library study. Was in project room. Suppose to be quiet but so much laughter came out of our room. Hahaha. So soon library closing then went to mac to continue our work. Ate dinner there. Not bad, did quite a bit of math. But I think we need to focus more when we're studying. Haha. Should put jokes a side and concentrate. LOL. Crapping so much while studying. Meow and Oink have forgotten how old are they already. Took mac's ballons. Haha. Then Turtle went off about 8.10pm.

Woh. There came the mad part. 3 adults playing and screaming at the playground! Yeah. We became kids for an hour or two. Hahaha. Running around, jumping around and even crawling around. Omg. Fun though. LOL!! My slipper pichiak again. But got a new one soon after that.

Home sweet home for Meow and Oink. It was nice at the playground. Windy, peaceful and nice. But time pass quick and got to go off. 854! Was lucky that I got on the long bus. No cockroaches finally! Trans Island bus are always flooded with cockroaches! The long one is newer so less chance to see those cockroaches. Haha. Oh yeah. Another tired yet a wonderful day.

Sleeeeeeeeeping time. Monday have economic quiz. Study hard. Cheers and SmiLe! :). Take Care everyone! Be cool and stay happie!! =).

2006-11-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

I've been busy everyday. Badminton competiton has over and training days still remain 3 times per week. I think I really need more time on my work.

Now I've got 3projects on going. Psychology, Statistic and System Concept. Might have more soon. Help! I need more time. Actually I like projects in someway. I get to meet up my friends and work with them. Oh yeah. I think I've run out of ideas for projects. Think and think and think. Brain cells are all dying. Hahaha. Thursday stayed for psychology lecture from 6pm-7pm. Before that was doing system concept project. After the lecture went makan! Hahaha. Then went mcdonald to do statistic project. Managed to finish it by 10.30pm! Then home sweet home. It was nice. Some words. :).

I'm so shagged now. Can't think of much things which happened past 2 days. Oh, today went for rubics math mentoring session. My mentee was a guy from SriLanka. Cool. He's nice I think. But I guess he really need to buck up with his math. I think I'm a good mentor! Hahaha. I did so many things. I tried my best teaching the mentee and I did a few examples with steps guilding for him. Hahaha. Went off about 3pm and met up meow and oink. Watched a bit of D-cup bball at that bball court and went off when shark came. I reached woodland sports hall at 5.20pm! Suppose to be there by 4pm. Ahh. Played like 30mins only. LOL. I miss people from Innova Jc. Had fun during the first 3mths in there.

Then 7pm I hurried my way down to orchard to meet up Tp badminton people to celebrate SuJuan's birthday. Happie Birthday! Went to Nydc to eat. Service there wasn't good. Made us wait so long for the food. And the food wasn't nice. Eeee. Then made my way home. Ahhh.

My mind is blank now. Tired. Guess I'll have more interesting stuff to write when I'm wide awake. Time to go. SmiLe! :).

2006-11-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

Keep moving forward. Have trust in myself. Be strong against the current. Be patient. One day, the sun will shine again. And it will be bigger, brighter and much more beautiful than before. sMiLe!! :).

2006-11-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

12.30am! I'm so high now. Pol-ite tournament just ended. Tp lost to Ite 2-3, it was last match and we got 3rd. 1st is Ite followed by Sp. Omg I really must talk about today's match. Was so damn bloody close to become the champion! We put the same line up as we played Rp. I played first. I won! Hehe. Won 22-20, 21-18 I think. Clap clap! I'm so happy I've done my best for all matches I played. Out of 5schools I've played. I only lost one. To Nyp's first single. It was so close. Back to today's match. Benjamin played second single and almost won! he lost his 1st set at 23-25! Omg. He won his 2nd set but lost 3rd. Oh man. If he won his first set, we would have been champion! Well not blaming him, he did well. Everyone did their best. Then came out 1st double. We won first set, then lost the other two. It was very close too. Second double was a bit hard for us. They're strong. We won the third single. Clap clap for Raymond, out vice-captain.

Our Tp girls team got champion! A bit expected. They're strong. From my senior, they're like mens' 2nd team. LOL!! Heard from my senior, MrWong our main coach didn't have faith in the singles. He thought we won't do well. But I think Benjamin, Raymond and I have proved him wrong. Singles won a lot more times than doubles. Haha.

Now the thanking part. First I want to thanks our coaches. Noor Izuan and MrWong. Without them, there won't be us. And our teacher in charge, Yuan Hui. He took over about few weeks before this tournament. He talked to us one week before the tournament. I scolded us till we wake up. Our team were so complacent and slack. But from what I see now, our team is the best team compare to all polys. In terms of bonding and team spirit. We're the best! I love the team! Thanks to the 3men. Now I should thank all my team members for their support. Captain, Rayner, Vice-Captain, Raymond and all other members, including the girls team. You guys rock!

Must leave a paragraph to specially thank my so called fan-club. Hahaha. Justin who came down for my Rp's match. Qiutin who came down for my final match. Qiudan, MunSan and ShiHui for coming down 3/5 matches! And those that you guys came down, I won! Thanks man! Hahahaha. Without you guys I might have lost those matches. Hehehe. Thanks for all the clappings, shoutings and cheerings. Actually when I see you guys there, I really tell myself that the game I'm playing now, I must win for you guys! :). Hahaha. Is like more than words can say. Thanks again. I'm so touch!!!!

Omg I've got to wake up 6am later. I'm so tired yet so high. IVP tournament coming up on Jan. Ahhh. For now I need to buck up my studies. I'm a lot behind time. Missed lessons for the tournament. My poly life is so happening now. I love everything. Ahhh. My poly friends. Though we know each other for like 7mths+ only, I feel like we've known each other for a life time. I'm so happy to know you guys. Again, its more than words can say.

SmiLe man! I'm off! :). Take Care everyone!

2006-11-12T03:28:00.000+08:00

Hello! Its 3.25am now. LOL. Weird hours to be online. I was wondering how would I want my life to be. Should I do this or that. Sometimes its really hard to decide. My senior have repeatly told me that once I'm in year2, its going to be very busy. The modules its going to be much harder and lesson hours are going to be much longer. Yet I think I still want to be in main-comp for bze, maybe rubics and I'm sure I want to be badminton captain. I want to lead my team to the next height. I believe I can do it. I want to do it. I think I want to lead so much because I just love the feeling getting people together, bonded well. I love seeing people happy. I wonder how much can I do. Whats my limit. Is that the best of me or can I do much more.

Then again, I wonder is that the life I want to live? I'm making myself tired everytime. Its worth it isn't it? Haha. But sometimes I really need a push. I don't think I can get that from my family, so my friends out there. Say jiayou to me when you see me okie? lol. And I will say it back to you too. I think thats how we keep the people around moving. Scientist says every single person need 7 hugs a day. Well maybe next time I will have it. Hahaha. I'm looking forward. =.=". I guess every single person needs support in one way or another. For me I often needed from many aspect. lol. I was in Singapore badminton youth team in sec2 for a day. My main reason of why I quit is because I didn't have much support. Didn't get any from my friends nor my family. Its sad I think. If not I might be playing badminton every day now. I feel that people don't need very special things to be happy. Its the little little daily things that people thought its nothing much about it that makes people happy. The little little care and concern. Thats is where you find the happiness.

I want to plan my life now. I'm 18 and going to 19 in less than 4months. I have people I truly love and cherish. But very soon I'll be in army at age of 21. Its going to be a long 2 years in there. All my current friends, I think I'm going to miss you guys very much. Hahaha. I'm thinking so far. Oh yeah. And after army, I'm going to work and take part-time university if possible. Its going to be tough again. But for my future, for my love ones. No matter how high the mountain, how cold the weather, how hard it is, I can do it. And guess after I graduate from part-time university I'll be about 27? Omg. So old already. Nooooooo! I want my youth!

Omg I take 40mins to update this. Hahaha. Roar!!

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2006-11-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home. Tp won Rp 4-1! Cheers! Cheers! Cheers! I played first single and won! won 13-21, 21- 14, 21- 17. Hahaha. Realise that out of 4 schools I've played, I won 3 of them and all were rubber match. Nyp won Sp today! Cheers! Haha. Monday playing ITE. Strongest of all the teams there. If we win, we might be champion! On yeah! I'm so excited. I want to win!

Thanks again to LOCKK peeps. Came down to support. Thanks for all the weird screamings. Haha. Hey hey and don't disiao me so much. All my badminton people are asking so much now. Ahh. LoL. Made me so malu. I need a nice long sleep. I'm so tired already. I sleep like average of 5hrs on week days. Ahh.

Tomorrow 9am-12pm badminton training as usual. Got to wake 7am! And I've got Director's Cup(Sch sports event) playing captains ball at 10am. Busy busy. Hahaha. Actually is just that I'm making myself busy. Officially joined rubics club today. So every friday 1pm-4pm I'll be tutoring people at blk 10 lvl 5 there. Drop by to say hello to me. Hehe.

Jiayou jiayou. I want to get the fullest out of myself in tp! I want to do well in studies, badminton and involve in clubs organising events! Yeah!

And hoh, to everyone I'm not G.A.Y ok! I'm working hard now so can find a girl who I can spend rest of my life with k! Woh. I think tomorrow after badminton training I will stay in school library do work. Need to rush a bit and finished of those undone work before pile up into mountain. Hehe. Time to go already. SmiLe! :).

2006-11-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

Whats up whats up. I just got home. 12.40am. LOL! Omg. I'm out for like 17hrs. Today late for Psps tutorial again. Haha. Late by a bit. Psps(problem solving and process skill) lesson was okie. Played some games which suppose to let us learn that we should stay focus on doing one thing at a time, take initiative, be more active and give everyone a chance to speak.

The school day ended quite fast after that. Econ and Qmtd lectures then stupid System Concept lab test. The lab tutor isn't good at all. Well I should say he's bad. The way he teach and tell us what to do was so mess up. I totally don't know what he was trying to say. Omg. Argh.

Woh went to tampines mall after that with justin, sansan, oink and meow to search for oink and meow's friend birthday present. Walked around and crapping so much. Haha. They tired on clothes and Justin and I was sitting there making so much comments. Haha. Its like fashion show. But they didn't buy anything from the shop. Salesgirl looked a bit pissed off. Haha. After that we went to eat dinner at pastamania. Meow's friend work there. So had 30% discount. Shiok! Suppose to pay like $11.20 but after discount was like $7.80. Omg. Haha. Then we got stuck in the arcade for a long time. Crazy over Virtual Tennis. LOL! We were screaming and shouting all the way. So fun. Haha. People around thought we siaosiao one. Cool man. I love having fun. Sadist Ahsan got to go home first. Then Oink and Meow bought their friend's present and they bought a bag each for themselves too. LOL. Girls ar.

And hor! Justin was so G.A.Y today. I can't stand it! Haha. Help me! I'm not G.A.Y. Don't get so close to me. Hahaha. I laugh till pengz liaox. And Ahsan cheer up. Must talk more! Don't look sad sad.

Continue. Then Justin went home by train while I took bus 8 with Meow and Oink. I love the day. Going out with friends. Laugh together. Eat together. Scream together. Siao together. Chat together. Share things together. Its just wonderful. And my night ended so perfectly. Hehe. Took 854 back home. As usual cockroaches all over the bus. Kind of use to it already. With good time-management and enthusiasm, I think poly life will be must greater than you think. CHEERS!!

Competition against RP later. Chiong ahh! D-cup for miss oink. Jiayou! Do us proud! Be confident. Believe in yourself. Cause we believe in you. :). LOCKK rockx my life! kekeke! SmiLe! :).

2006-11-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yoyo. Just came back home. Just took my olvl eng paper 1 and 2. Omg. I'm going to get another D7! LOL! Well hopefully not. I want to get A1. Oh darlin darlin. Haha. Went Compassvale Sec for the exam. Theres so many private candidates. From some looks so young to punk peeps to ahpei. LoL. Got a ahpei like 40-50 taking english olvl! Omg. I'm so proud of them.

Later leaving to school about 3pm. Got training later. Going to get assignment from friend also. He said its a graded lab assignment. Sianzation. Haha. Eating 'Boost' now. Woh.

About yesterday. Got to school about 7.30am. So tired. Had psychology tutorial from 8am-10am. Formed group. And I should say my group sucks. LOL! Got weird people in there. Its group of 4. 3guys 1girl. Ahhhh. I'm scare of weirdos. Haha. Then I slack from 10am-12pm walking around doing nothing. Stupid computer lab and library's computers fully occupied. So till 12pm went computer lab play. So nice of qd say will come early find me. End up oink reached already and still no sign of ahmeow! Roar! Lecture lecture and computer programming. Comprog is fun. Always able to try stuff ownself. Cool. Oh yeah.

School like getting so busy. Badminton is one of the reason. Ahh. I miss going out jalan jalan. Woh. Anyone free this saturday night. Pei me watch movie! I treat! Woh. I'm so nice as always. :). I go sleep loh. Going school later. Ouch ouch. My thigh still hurts a lot. Pootz! ^^

2006-11-07T06:23:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone. 6.18am now. I've got psychology tutorial at 8am. I'm so tired. I'll update about my badminton competition. Last friday 3rd Nov, lost 1-4 to SingaporePoly. Well I won the only one single at the score of 21-7, 16-21, 21-17. As I've said, no use to win alone. Its a team event. But though we lost 1-4, it was close fight. We almost won the other 2 singles too. Yesterday played NanyangPoly. We won 3-2! Yeah! But I lost my single. LoL. Was quite close. Lost 14-21, 23-25. Omg. I almost won 2nd set. I was fighting so all the way, for every single shot. Flying everywhere in the court. But guess mentally was too worried about the outcome and failed to win the 2nd set. If not I might have quite high chance to win the 3rd set. Argh.

Oh yeah. Next match, friday playing RepublicPoly. I'm injured. Right hamstring pull. Can't even walk properly. Help me. Its very painful. I want to play on friday. I don't want to cause my team lose. Ahh. Better recover asap. Pain pain!

Today's lesson from 8am-7pm. Help me out! Very sadist. Tusday Justin, Qiudan and MunSan suppose have lesson from 9am-10am. So they could accompany me from 10am-1pm. But I think because they changed their elective subject, they no longer have tuesday morning lesson. Omg! I'm left alone. Everyone's elective subject changed to Wednesday. Wednesday I end school at 1pm and ''OCKK'' ends like 4pm-5pm. Why I so suay one. Ahh. Haha. Later I guess I've got no choice but to go do work from 10am-1pm alone already. =( boohoo.

Thought of it yesterday wasn't a very good day, but isn't that bad afterall. Our dear oink lost her wallet. After few hours of finding, someone came to us with her wallet. So glad someone found and returned. Everyone one was relieved. Then I lost my game. But eventually our school won. Haha. So isn't that bad right. Sadly poor me injured. During the competition, someone called and talked about being ''kaip'' by lift. I was laughing like hell while my teammate was playing a crucial match. My coach was looking at me. LOL! Can't help it. -.-". The atmosphere in the hall was damn high. All 6 schools were cheering so loudly. I love that feeling. The feeling of bonding. Woh. 6.41am already. Oh damn. Going to be late. Go off already! Take care everyone! Have a nice day! And don't forget, SmiLe! :).

[sh] Dont need thanks. I guess if I lose my wallet you will help me find also one mahx.

[ft] LOL!

[ll] Happie 18th Birthday !!

2006-11-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

Falling in love is so wonderful..... I don't wink and I don't blink. :).
Wo ai ni, ai zhe ni, jiu xiang lao zhu ai xiao ji....