Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Hey guys. I'm back to blog again. Just had my public speaking special occasion presentation which I finished it 1min before the start of the presentation. Ahhhh. It was quite okie. LOL. Checked my result for the impromtu speech that I did 3weeks ago. I got a "C". Nooo!!! I don't want any more Cs!! Ahhh! All my subjects grade are dropping so fast. Omg. I really must do something about my studies. Roar!!

Past days I have been thinking and thinking. Wondering and wondering about many many things. Feeling damn bad when so many things trapped inside me. Ahh! Then all my work piled up so fast and I think I lost track of them.

The badminton team is starting to get bonded now. I finally able to get along with each and every single people in the team and I think the team is coming together. Yesh! This is what I wanted to see all along. I really hope I could further gel them up together and bring a CHAMPION trophy back to Temasek Poly!!

Bizen. The diploma club. I think I'm having quite a lot of stress from there. But most of them I made it up for myself. LOL. Who ask me to have high expectations. I'm still learning. Learning how to do things best. And make sure everything goes well.

But one thing I felt very sad about. Yes. Thats the thing. Oh well. Maybe I'm just not strong enough. Ahhh.

My life my life. I think I cannot slack anymore. Its time to get everything goes on track. Especially my studies. I GOAL in TP is to graduate with something that my dad is going to be proud of. I want to graduate and allow myself to enter university. And for my future family! LOL! A bit funny but I really thought about it. I want to earn enough money!! I want to enjoy luxury! Seriouly I really envy those rich people. They have no worries for their future!! But for me, I needa earn $ to support my dad in future.

Oh well, I'm glad with myself now though. I learned a lot a lot a lot from how I was brought up. Maybe because I didn't have that kind of love from my parents since very young, thats why I am always striving hard so that I could provide my kids with what I didnt get. LOL.

HAHAHA. Haiya. Guess I'm over matured. Always think so much about all the future stuff and miss out the fun now. Another side of me are trying to put all the responsibilities away so that I can have the fullest fun, not like now. =(. I'm putting those responsibilities ahead of my true self. Ahhh. I hope all my doing will be worth it.

5pm already. I should get going with my stuff. Take care everyone. Jiayou jiayou!! SmiLe! :).